Pondering on: What Did the Buddha Do? And HOW
Did He Do It?
By Khanti-Khema
Dhamma Sukha Meditation Center
January 1, 2006
PART ONE:
Awhile back somebody wrote me about the subject of
Materiality and Immateriality in the jhanas and what that meant and
I got to thinking about a lot of things.
The question seemed to tap into some contemplation
of mine that had been going on for some time and so I ask you to
consider some things about the practice and more important to
investigate them for yourself after you read this. For only your
personal experience can verify what I am going to write about here.
First, a note. During his quest the Buddha
discovered that our "ignorance of how things actually work causes
suffering", so in this respect, Ignorance is at the beginning of our
problem when it comes to suffering.
Knowledge helps us to find relief.
But one has to ask, Ignorance of what?
The Buddha found during his personal meditation
investigation into HOW mind works and how suffering actually occurs
that there was an 'impersonal' process going on which he later
referred to as the process of Dependent Origination. It is verified
for us that he investigated this before he was enlightened in the
Samyutta Nikaya. He discovered within this process that consisted of
12 links, that the root of human suffering was at the link he called
CRAVING. The Buddha witnessed the beginning of this suffering over
and over again as it first appeared as a tiny subtle tension
directly following the arising of a FEELING. This tension and
tightness could be felt in both the mind and in the body.
The Buddha began to closely observe the links of
CONTACT, FEELING and CRAVING as they occurred over and over again
and came to the conclusion that this was HOW it worked. He found
that Craving manifested or appeared on the scene as "I like it" or
"I don't like it" following the arising of FEELING and that in
either the case of attachment or aversion, there is a slight
tension/stress. This point is where he also realized Atta or the
Personal perspective of a self was a problem concerning suffering.
Jumping into the "I , ME, MY, MINE syndrome leads to suffering every
time. Jumping into the personal aspect of things, taking things
personally leads to suffering.
The Buddha came to understand through his personal
investigation in meditation practice that the beginning point of
this tension happened when CONTACT arises FEELING arises; when
FEELING arises CRAVING arises. When CRAVING arises, due to our
habitual tendencies we proceed towards the "I" grasping or pushing
away and trying to make or control the nature of the situation to be
something different.. We then quickly move into arising CLINGING
with all kinds of imagination, conceptualization and stories about
why we like it or don't like it. Now, if we don’t catch this and
proceed from there, we move on into a non-thinking RE-ACTION. This
is called the BEING link, but, what it refers to is our HABITUAL
TENDENCIES to RE-ACT in the same way over and over again to whatever
arises. During this process we struggle and suffer with tension as
we proceed. We re-act the same way over and over again to similar
situations without seeing them clearly on their own merit just as
they are in any present moment. So we are stuck in the ways we deal
with things.
Now as the Buddha was studying this, day in and
day out, he found that in order to change our internal habitual
tendency of grasping into "letting go" of the suffering, he should
first commit to great Sila or Morality training. Why? Because in
this way he could reduce his exposure to sensory input as he paid
more attention to this and with less going on in his mind, he could
then refine his practice by moving closer in to observe mind’s
attention and how it moves from one object to another as arising
phenomena occur one by one. As he paid less attention to what was
arising, just letting it be, and he brought back his mind’s
attention to his object of meditation, the breath or Loving
Kindness, he realized that his interest in what was arising became
less and less.
Problem:
It was true that if a lot was going on around him
and many thoughts were coming up through many sensory contacts, that
things were moving too fast to observe.
Solution:
If he set the circumstances up better for the
experiment, then he could use a closer lens to examine what was
going on with each arising feeling.
So the Buddha very carefully set up his area for
meditation away from things that would pull his attention away from
what he was doing. He continued observing the process while carrying
forth the continuous practice of Sila . Outside of his sessions of
meditation, He began to pay more attention to what was occurring in
each moment, what he saw, heard, smelled, tasted, and touched and
even thought as he moved about during each day. He observed how
mind’s attention moved towards any arising sensation at any door.
Within the suttas, concerning the practice of
meditation, we have a great deal of information about what the
Buddha saw and how he observed it up close. There is an excellent
example of a practice of meditation that the Buddha recounts for us
describing Sariputta’s practice found in MN 111- The Anupada Sutta.
PART TWO:
There is another account of the Buddha’s
meditation technique of investigation found in the Samyutta Nikaya
in The Book of Causation (i. Origination) that gives us a glimpse of
the Buddha before his enlightenment, while still a bodhisatta, not
yet fully enlightened, as it occurred to him to investigate and he
describes his examination step by step, in order to uncover the
impersonal process of dependent origination and how it is all tied
together. His deductive technique of investigation can be repeated
in a personal experiment performed by any one of us beginning at the
same point and proceeding for ourselves in a like manner. We have
his instructions right here.
These investigations were examples of sharpening
the Buddha’s awareness to a higher state of observation. The Buddha
found that if he was aware of this ongoing process of Dependent
Origination he had begun to witness all the time as it was
occurring, he could then begin to see IF there was any possibility
to break the cycle of the suffering.
There was! He found a weak point in the process
where he could apply his volition [ free will , make a decision]
whether to embrace the next link or to abandon it, leap into it
becoming more involved with it or let it go?
As he went about his practice, sitting , walking
or whatever, he watched everything. Watched what? Watched the cycle
of dependent origination during the day as much as he could. Now,
without any worldly thoughts or worries, he found that he could do
this even more precisely and closely. Going into retreat into a
setting where one can do the most exacting pronounced, undisturbed
work in advanced observation of this process all the time is the
best way to get a handle on how to sharpen awareness to observe it.
With the assistance of an advanced meditation guiding teacher one
can effectively move along step by step. Retreats are set up so we
can learn the art of this observation practice with the guidance of
such a teacher who understands it fully. Then, we can take back this
skill into our lives and continue using it. Retreats prime us for
everyday application. The Buck does not stop at the retreat! This is
an all the time observation technique. To understand how important
it was to have a teacher who have seen and understands fully the
process of Dependent Origination and can teach others, there is a
sutta in the Samyutta Nikaya- Book of Causation ( Nidannavagga) 82
(1) The Teacher. The Buddha’s directive was to find this kind of
teacher to learn the meditation.
As we watch during our sessions of meditation,
but, more so, we watch during the process of our daily lives, we
become aware of this Impersonal Process of Dependent Origination as
it is happening all around us. We discover that it is a real process
going on. It is not a philosophy. It is not hypothetical. It is a
practical natural law. It is actually demonstrating for us how
things really are.
As the Buddha observed through meditation, he
found that there was a point of 'VOLITION' or 'choice'. BINGO! Upon
coming to see this escape point, there arose the very core of
Buddhist teaching: HOW to reach CESSATION OF SUFFERING? With loving
acceptance of the present moment just as it is, let it go!
In Buddhism the Buddha taught only two things. He
taught that one thing happens at a time. He taught suffering and the
cessation of suffering. The Buddha had found the escape point at
this link in his observation. He found it at the point of CRAVING.
Upon finding that there was an escape through
becoming aware of the point of Craving and that, as we begin to see
this point arise, sensing the mental tension and bodily tension as
it approaches, we can then begin to let go! The Buddha had found the
escape! He began to experiment for himself with this.
He began to let go of any slight aspect of subtle
tension arising, earlier and earlier in the process, ceasing any
liking or disliking. He began to tranquillize the entire body
formation and mental formation. Then he observed what happen before
that and before that and before that deeper and deeper seeing more
and more clearly in time..
If there is no tension in the body, there comes to
be a deeper and deeper tranquility! With each 'letting go and
tranquilizing' of body and mind, NO THINKING OR ANALYZING OF ANY
KIND, no conceptualizing or imagining beyond the present moment, the
Buddha experienced deeper and deeper states. He entered the state of
Infinite Space, then, eventually, Infinite Consciousness, then to
the base of Nothingness, and then into the state of Neither
Perception nor Non-Perception. These realms are called the
immaterial realms because the tranquillization here is so great that
there is ‘no feel of the material body at all while in these
states’. They are immaterial. So, this is the letting go of the
material levels.
[ Note: The only reason there is a sense of body
is because of the tension we hold within our body and mind. Through
schooling ourselves to let go of ALL tension within the body and
mind, we reach a state of the non-materiality.]
The Buddha reached for continuous ongoing
tranquility! He let go of the "I like it" and the " I don't like it"
mind that comes up with Craving and he observed what was left was a
totally pure mind! He re-discovered a natural law of movement
occurring here towards stronger and stronger Equanimity as his
balance gradually increased. He had transcended the prior state of
tension and material being.
As the Buddha let go of all tensions and personal
opinions at the point of CRAVING ; the "I don't like this" and "I
want to make it/control it into another way", Or the "I want to keep
it the same without change" (i.e. reaching for nicca/permanence/no
change.) receded. By releasing at this point, he found that further
conceptualization ceased to arise in the mind. Thus he had witnessed
a state where CRAVING does not arise, CLINGING does not arise!
Hallelujah!!!!!!! The Buck stops here!
It was seeing this and by the gradual letting go
of this struggle with this tension and tightness that the Buddha
tells us what happened next. He informs us though various suttas
that we will "gradually" change our internal habitual tendency by
first becoming dis-interested in the personal aspect of unwholesome
things, then purposely 'dis-engaging from involvement in such
subject matter arising, then move further into becoming dis-enchanted
with the contents or stories, and eventually becoming ' dis-passionate
about the subject matter, observing with total balance and clarity
what remains. The perfect observer reaching a state of total
balance. This is a gradual development in an ongoing practice.
PART THREE:
Concerning the meditation objective the Buddha
teaches us that by removing our attention off of what is arising, if
we will pursue this route of releasing what is arising, just letting
it be there, tranquilizing as we do it, we will remain more and more
in the present moment focusing only on what is real in the moment,
or that, in short, we will BE IN THE NOW with a clear undisturbed
mind’s attention to place onto whatever needs to be done!
So all of our observation, all of our focus, and
all of our training moves us towards this point further and further
each time if we do not diverge from the practice. This is where
MINDFULNESS, INVESTIGATION, perseverance-ENERGY, JOY, TRANQUILITY,
COLLECTEDNESS, and finally EQUANIMITY come together in balance.
These are the Enlightenment Factors that usher in the Awakening.
Often people have used the word CONCENTRATION
instead of collectedness. But the meaning, as the Buddha did his
meditation, was to establish a COLLECTEDNESS OF MIND. One uses a
collected mind as we observe this impersonal process, seeing it
evolve and gradually coming to change our perspective. This change
affects our whole view of life. One moves to an " IMPERSONAL
PERSPECTIVE as we see firsthand this impersonal process happening
for ourselves.
Now, there will be some who will misconstrue these
words of dis-interest, dis-engage, dis-enchanted, and finally dis-passion
that I have used. Those who are very attached to being outwardly
interested, engaged in everything, enchanted and prone to
imagination and conceptualization won’t like these words. Certainly
they also fret about the loss of the word passion. They will say
that these can only be pessimistic or negative states of being as a
result. But this is improper understanding. They do not understand
because of their attachment to their current ingrown habitual
tendency to grasp and cling, pull and push things around in attempts
to control them that these states bring with them RELIEF. The
Buddha’s message was to LET GO and discover the potential of our
mind in another state: Cessation.
Consider a moment before deciding for yourself.
These states are not bad in any way. How could they be? With the
removal of all tension, all grasping, all reaching for control and
struggling, comes "CLARITY" and balance. This Clarity is a new kind
of mind. It is a lovely thing when it is allowed to evolve fully.
One sees colors now fully, one sees everything in new perspective
without thinking about it and one becomes fully aware of the now
moment. Truly one feels the RELIEF of realizing what is truly real.
Of course, during this lifetime or passage through
this existence, all our sense doors are still fully opened up and
operating, BUT, once trained, there is nothing but observation going
on and there is full understanding of the process of Dependent
Origination. With the personal verification of this knowledge
through practice, through our own investigation, one finds great
relief and everything in life is easier now. It moves along without
stress for most of the time. If stress arises, one only has to
"REMEMBER" (sati) this new knowledge of 'HOW' things work and then
let go, release, relax and come back into knowing what is real and
what is not. The time it takes you to do this becomes shorter and
shorter with practice. Eventually it will happen naturally.
Now too, it is easier to smile. It is easier to
laugh with this process we didn't know existed before. In this
situation, the person, for instance, has no reason for any fear of
surroundings or the heavy neediness of indulging of sense pleasures
any longer, or things like that. Now we literally "know, see,
understand precisely" "HOW" greed, hatred and delusion arise for
they are only feelings. It becomes easier to let them go, not cling
to them anymore, not feed them with our attention, expanding them
without clinging. But rather, eventually, we do not have them arise
at all or at the very least we catch the truth of them very fast,
and let them fall away.
Now, there is less tension [suffering] that comes
up now as it once did. One has let go of such stress.
So, in this way life has become easier. Life is
accepted as just what it is, no matter what it is. This is
development of the acceptance of things as they are and not making
anything more or less of it. One now knows 'for sure' that anything
arising can be let go of and there is no point in grabbing at
anything or pushing at anything anymore because it will surely pass
away. We are mastering where we place our attention and this is HOW
you come to stop grasping at any of the signs or features that arise
at any sense doors! You have made a decision to CLING TO NOTHING.
And so you continue to practice!
So, relax. Live life and just BE HERE NOW, as Ram
Dass so often said. We still have access to the precise instructions
within the connected discourses of the Buddha of How to achieve this
kind of understanding and develop this kind of practice.
What next?
Well, it would be good to continue to sit in the
meditation and observe this for yourself. Become alert to why you
are doing the meditation, what you are observing and how you can
continue to release all tensions! Now this is a real practice that
anyone can explain what it is, how to do it and why. Then carry that
knowledge with you into your daily lives and use it. Be bold and
live it!
As you do your observation, remember what you are
discovering here. It is not the intricacies of what is arising that
hold the key. Not the details. It matters not what arises but HOW it
arose. What you choose to do with it [VOLITION] at the point of
CRAVING is what is important. Release it, Relax and return to your
object of meditation.
What you do in the present moment, dictates
what happens in the future!
If one will attempt this experiment faithfully,
the fruits are unbelievably good. But you must not change the recipe
given in the texts! One can descend into the deeper states at will,
by releasing all craving and clinging and just observing what
happens next. One will be able to do this with the full awareness
described by the Buddha IF the instructions are followed. It matters
not a person's age who follows this path in earnest. The results can
be the same for everyone who is ardent and resolute in this
practice.
During this practice of observation one begins to
get the hang of seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, touching, and
thinking. We come to realize just what is real and nothing more. One
comes to know that any feeling which arises, passes away.
The entire teaching is about:
Observing the movements of mind’s attention in
order to see HOW things work and eventually seeing for ourselves
only what is real.
Letting go of all conceptualization beyond what is
real is the game here to be practiced with a light mind, a mind that
is not tight with any tension. Keeping it light and laughing
whenever you get caught, then starting again is the order of the
day. This is a training for the mind to let go more and more
naturally in order to live more clearly.
Be patient! You are changing an old habit to a new
one. The old habit might be 50 or more years old when you begin to
do this! Don’t make it any more complex than it is. Just Release.
Relax. Re-smile. Return. Repeat the observation. Just do it and see
where it goes.
May you all reach Nibbana quickly and easily in
this very lifetime.
Much Metta,
Khanti-Khema
[KK]