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MN 2
All the Taints -
Sabbāsava Sutta
Bhante Vimalaramsi
Gainesville FL 29-Dec-05
MN:
1. THUS HAVE I HEARD. On one occasion the Blessed One was living at Sāvatthi
in Jeta's Grove, Anāthapiṇḍika's Park. There he addressed the bhikkhus thus:
"Bhikkhus."—"Venerable sir," they replied. The Blessed One said this:
2. "Bhikkhus, I shall teach you a discourse on the restraint of all the
taints. [7] Listen and attend closely to what I shall say."—"Yes, venerable
sir," the bhikkhus replied. The Blessed One said this:
(SUMMARY)
3. "Bhikkhus, I say that the destruction of the taints is for one who knows
and sees, not for one who does not know and see. Who knows and sees what?
Wise attention and unwise attention. When one attends unwisely, unarisen
taints arise and arisen taints increase. When one attends wisely, unarisen
taints do not arise and arisen taints are abandoned.
4. "Bhikkhus, there are taints that should be abandoned by seeing. There are
taints that should be abandoned by restraining. There are taints that should
be abandoned by using. There are taints that should be abandoned by
enduring. There are taints that should be abandoned by avoiding. There are
taints that should be abandoned by removing. There are taints that should be
abandoned by developing.
(TAINTS TO BE ABANDONED BY SEEING)
5. "What taints, bhikkhus, should be abandoned by seeing? Here, bhikkhus, an
untaught ordinary person, who has no regard for noble ones and is unskilled
and undisciplined in their Dhamma, who has no regard for true men and is
unskilled and undisciplined in their Dhamma, does not understand what things
are fit for attention and what things are unfit for attention. Since that is
so, he attends to those things unfit for attention and he does not attend to
those things fit for attention.
6. "What are the things unfit for attention that he attends to? They are
things such that when he attends to them, the unarisen taint of sensual
desire arises in him and the arisen taint of sensual desire increases, the
unarisen taint of being arises in him and the arisen taint of being
increases, the unarisen taint of ignorance arises in him and the arisen
taint of ignorance increases. These are the things unfit for attention that
he attends to.
BV: Now, what does all of that mean? “There are things which he should
attend to, which when he attends to them, the unarisen sensual desire arises
in him, and the arisen sensual desire increases.” Wanting mind. “I want to
be happy. I want this particular kind of food.” It all has to do with
desire. And as you get more involved in desire, you naturally tend to want
more. The more you get, the more you want. “The unarisen taint of being
arises in him and the arisen taint of being increases.”— “Being”, what are
we talking about here?
S: Habitual tendencies.
BV: Well, we’re talking about habitual tendencies, but also identifying with
these desires personally.
S: Hum?
TT: 4:47
BV: Identifying with thoughts and feelings personally. See, when you started
to laugh, all of a sudden you started seeing how absurd, your mind is when
it takes things personally, and when you laugh, then you say: “Ah, it’s only
these thoughts, it’s nothing.” Right? That’s what we’re talking about here.
And our habitual tendency, our habitual habit, of taking all of our thoughts
and feelings and running with them and getting serious with them and letting
these run around, in our minds and in our actions is the cause of a lot of
suffering. The habitual tendency of not liking a feeling when it arises
because it’s a painful feeling, and getting involved indulging in the
feeling, and feeling sorry that it’s there, and not wanting it to be there,
and wanting it to be different. And then been being involved in that, makes
the feeling bigger and more intent. Taking it seriously, worrying about it,
wanting it to just be different, wanting it to go away, all of those
desires, and identifying with those desires, causes a lot of suffering, a
lot of suffering.
“…the unarisen taint of ignorance arises in him and the arisen taint of
ignorance increases.” Always when the Buddha talks about ignorance, he’s
talking about not seeing and understanding the Four Noble Truths. Always.
When you have a cold, you know the First Noble Truth very intimately, but
because that unpleasant feeling arises, it has a tendency to sneak by the
attention, and get caught in the cause of the suffering is craving. The
cause of the suffering is identifying with the suffering, taking that
suffering personally.
One part of clinging, or thinking about, is having opinions. Getting caught
in concepts, opinions, ideas and when a painful feeling arises, we almost
always say: “Well, that’s terrible, that’s not right. That’s wrong. That’s
bad.” In truth, there’s nothing wrong or bad about a painful feeling. It’s
just there. And the more you get involved in judging it, and trying to
control the feeling, with your thoughts, with your desires, with your wants,
and taking all of those thoughts and feelings personally, it’s going to
cause that feeling to get bigger and more intense. So, because of that, we
don’t really see or understand the Third Noble Truth, the cessation of the
suffering, because of getting involved in the concepts and ideas about good
and bad and like and dislike, and all of those opinions that we wind up
having.
Pain has a way of causing mind to dull out, especially if you’re not being
extremely watchful. And the old habitual tendency is real strong in coming
up. The old habitual tendency of fighting with a pain, instead of seeing it
as it truly is. It’s just a sensation. No big deal. There’s these concepts
and ideas of: “I have to change it. This is no good. I don’t want it to be
like this.” Now you’re fighting with reality, because the reality is: when
that pain is there, it’s there. And it’s ok for it to be there. The more you
try to resist the present moment, the more the present moment pushes back at
you, and forces you to look at it. So we all have colds here, but that
doesn’t mean that we have to indulge, because there’s a cold. It means you
see how the dislike of that situation arises and causes your mind to get
tight and tense, and how you get involved in the whole drama of the cold.
TT: 10:09
Your habitual tendency is always to act in the same way when the cold
arises. But even during the time of the Buddha, the Buddha caught a cold. He
got pretty sick sometimes. It didn’t change his perspective of the world at
all. It’s just there’s sometimes when there’s painful feeling, and that’s
the truth. And it’s ok for the painful feelings to be there. It has to be,
because it’s the truth. So he developed his equanimity. He had this balance
of mind that says: “Ok, it’s there.” No resistance to it. No trying to
change it. No trying to make it better than it is. There is just this
acceptance. So when you’re indulging, in the taint of ignorance, ignorance
tends to increase. In other words, the more you indulge in not seeing the
Noble Truths, and indulging your own suffering, the more that suffering
lasts, the more it stays around.
S: And the harder it is to see the process at that point, yes?"
BV: Definitely. The easier it is to identify with it and then go into the
“poor me’s” and excuses.
S: And you notice that the way your mind is…
BV: Mmmheh.
S: You don't really see what's happening at all, do you?
BV: No.
S: So, it becomes harder and harder to…
BV: Right. But you started doing it. I mean you came, told me yesterday that
when you sat down and meditated, all of a sudden you were able to relax into
that, and your mind was very clear. But look what happens when you indulge
in it, just even a little bit. (Laughs) These are part of the lessons. You
know these are the hindrances when they come up, they’re real things.
They’re real.
When your mind is more at ease, it’s easier to watch these things as
individual little steps, little processes instead of all of a sudden getting
caught by it. You don’t see that. But remember this one statement: “What you
resist, persists.” And the more you resist it, the more it’s going to
persist. So, what to do? One, stop taking it so seriously. Two, stop trying
to control. Because, who wants to control? Who wants reality to be the way
we want it to be? “I do.” But the truth is, this is here because conditions
are right for it to be here. What are you doing with it right now? So you
want your cold to last longer? Resist it. Fight it. Power your way through
it. Try to ignore it. When it comes up get angry at it. Oh, we got a big
tree out there. If you want you could go kick the tree. And you do that, and
you’re sure to suffer quite a bit more than you need to. So, it always feels
better to laugh, that it does to cry. It feels a lot better. So, choose your
style. Either laugh with it or cry with it. Because you’re. going to do one
or the other. Either accept it or don’t accept it, your choice. That doesn’t
mean it’s going to change it, except to make it more painful if you don’t
accept it. You can’t ignore it, so why don’t we try changing our perspective
a little bit with it? And allowing it to be instead of resisting it.
TT: 15:25
MN:
And what are the things fit for attention that he does not attend to? They
are things such that when he attends to them, the unarisen taint of sensual
desire does not arise in him and the arisen taint of sensual desire is
abandoned, the unarisen taint of being does not arise in him and the arisen
taint of being is abandoned, the unarisen taint of ignorance does not arise
in him and the arisen taint of ignorance is abandoned. These are the things
fit for attention that he does not attend to. By attending to things unfit
for attention and by not attending to things fit for attention, both
unarisen taints arise in him and arisen taints increase.
BV: Yes
S: I know that if I get up and walk, my legs won’t be asleep. So, what’s
wrong with getting up and walking?
BV: If you haven’t sat for half an hour, a lot. When a sensation arises,
whether it’s a feeling of going to sleep or pain or whatever, we have a
tendency to identify with it. When we identify with it, then we have a
tendency to want to control it. And we try to control it with our thoughts,
by trying to push the feeling and make it different than it is. You get very
clouded by your desire at that time. And it goes from just a little
uncomfortableness to major pain because of the want to control. So, if
you’ll remember the instructions, the instructions say when a sensation
arises, the first thing you’ll notice is that your mind begins to think
thoughts about it: “Why is this here? Why does it have to happen now? I
don’t want it to disturb me”, all of these kind of thoughts. So the first
thing you have to let go of, is the thoughts about the sensation, and then
relax. And then you’ll notice a tight mental fist, the “I don’t like it.”,
wrapped around that sensation. But the truth is, that sensation is there. It
has to be alright for that sensation to be there in your mind. So you let go
and you say: “Ok, that sensation is there, and it’s ok for it to be there.”
And then you relax, and then you come back to your object of meditation. But
your mind goes back to that and it plays the same number over and over
again. Thoughts about it, let it go, relax. Tightness around the sensation,
let it be. The sensation will either go away, or your mind will get to a
sense of balance with it and it doesn’t even pull your attention to it
anymore. Takes a while to do that. These are important lessons for you to
learn in how your mind works. First you have to learn how to recognize the
thinking and the more thoughts you have about it, the more intense the pain
becomes, so you have to let go of those thoughts, and relax. And then you
notice that tight mental fist around that, and you have to let that go, and
relax. Now especially with something like your legs going to sleep, if you
can smile into that and just keep light with it, then you’re starting to
change your perspective, and it doesn’t turn into such a big emergency: “I
have to get up and move now.” After thirty minutes, yeah, you can get up and
move. But sometimes that will happen fifteen minutes into the sitting.
TT: 19:41
See, your mind knows where all of your weak spots are, and it will start
throwing up these hindrances. Now what I would recommend is the next time
you go to sit, don’t sit in exactly the same way. I mean you can sit on your
bench one time, sit on a chair the next time. You can put a towel or a
blanket or something so you change the angle a little bit and that will be
enough so the legs won’t go to sleep. But that’s what I found with these
kind of benches, is that you have a tendency to have your legs go to sleep
because you’re putting a lot of pressure on your knees when you sit that
way. And sometimes just putting a pillow on is enough to change the angle so
that you don’t have that problem. Sometimes you have to reconsider on other
ways of doing it. Ok?
S: So it’s not bad to not have this discomfort?
BV: Well, the truth is, discomfort arises, whether you want it to or not.
It’s a painful feeling.
S: Pain is one thing, but when your legs go asleep and then they get
gangrene, that’s not as good.
BV: Well, it’s still pain, isn’t it? It’s just different levels of pain. But
that’s ok.
There’s all kinds of different pains that can arise in your body at
different times. But if you sit every time, and you have the same pain
coming up every time, then I don’t want you to sit that way any more.
Sometimes, when your legs are like this, and they start to go to sleep, all
it takes is just a turn of one leg, and the circulation is there. Don’t sit
so tight. Sit with one leg here and one leg here. They don’t have to be
crossed like that. Or sit up higher. I can’t sit flat on the floor for any
length of time. My legs go to sleep continually. But I can sit up a little
higher on a cushion, so I’m sitting more like this, and I don’t have that
problem.
S: And the break through for me was when I was beginning to feel sorry for
myself on that cushion out there, and I started to give up, as I was walking
up the hill just realizing that I’m not the only one who suffers, and then
that’s when I can laugh.
BV: Ah. Good one. Did you see how the laugh changed your perspective and it
stopped the “poor me’s”? Ok, you can do that with any thing, any mental
state that comes up, can do that.
S: The “poor me” is similar to any other thing?
BV: Yes. It’s still a painful feeling, and there’s still a craving “I don’t
like it”, and there’s still all of the thoughts about why you don’t like
that feeling, and that gets into the “poor me’s” and all of that, and when
you laugh, all of a sudden it’s not me anymore, it’s just this thing. That’s
all it is, just this feeling. No big deal. But it’s so easy to get involved
in the seriousness of the problem, and the problem starts to get huge, and
it gets overwhelming and you don’t know what to do, so you just indulge in
it more. But when you laugh with it, that huge problem is just a little
inconvenient thing, it’s not any big deal. Have you heard me give a lot of
talks saying that your sense of humor is very important, and now you’re
starting to realize it. This stuff is real. Don’t take this stuff seriously.
It’s not worth it. There’s nothing worth being serious about.
Ok…
MN:
7.
"This is how he attends unwisely: 'Was I in the past? Was I not in the past?
What was I in the past? How was I in the past? Having been what, what did I
become in the past? Shall I be in the future? Shall I not be in the future?
What shall I be in the future? How shall I be in the future? Having been
what, what shall I become in the future?' Or else he is inwardly perplexed
about the present thus: 'Am I? Am I not? What am I? How am I? Where has this
being come from? Where will it go?'
TT: 24:40
BV: Now it isn’t necessarily talking about past lifetimes, it’s just past
experiences, too. When you start getting involved in: “Well, I have sadness
now, was I like that in the past? How did that happen in the past?”,
indulging in thinking in the past. The Buddha says that this is unwise
attention. Why? Because you’re working with concepts, you’re working with
ideas that don’t have anything to do with what is here right now in the
present moment. See, this is the major difference between Buddhism and other
religions. Other religions, they say: “Well, just give your problem to God,
and he’ll take care of it.” This isn’t like that. This is: you have to be
responsible for watching out for yourself. There’s no other being that can
help you to be happy; you have to learn how to be happy yourself.
S: What’s the difference between reaching into the past for pain, or
reaching into the past to find a joyous moment to hold onto that feeling?
BV: Because, what he’s talking about here: “Was I in the past? Was I not in
the past?”, it’s talking about concepts: “When I was three, my mother got
angry at me and locked my in the closet. Was that the cause of my fear of
darkness now? Or was it something else that happened?” Ok, you’re trying to
work with concepts instead of… You can pull up a memory, a memory of joy,
that’s an uplifting feeling; that’s a wholesome kind of feeling. And with
negative mental states and emotions and these kind of things, there’s always
very, very heavy identifying with those: “This is me. This is mine. This is
who I am.” When you bring up the feeling of joy, you’re not necessarily
taking that joy personally and saying: “This is me.” You’re just saying:
“Oh, this is that pleasant feeling.” There’s a little bit of a difference
there. And how many times do you hear: “What am I here for? What’s the point
of life?” Now all of these are concepts, and it takes you out of the present
moment, and it causes a lot of mental gymnastics in thinking that, but when
you laugh at yourself for getting caught by thinking about these kind of
things, all of a sudden you see very clearly what you are here for. You’re
here to learn. Here to learn what? You’re here to learn how this process
works and how to be happy, because when you see how the process works, you
will be happy. And this is not a giddy kind of laughing and you can’t stop;
this is a deep kind of contentment.
MN:
8. "When he attends unwisely in this way, one of six views arises in him.
The view 'self exists for me' arises in him as true and established; or the
view 'no self exists for me' arises in him as true and established; or the
view I perceive self with self' arises in him as true and established;
BV: This is what the psychotherapists are really into, very much. I have to
heal the self, before you can see that there is no self.
MN:
or the view I perceive not-self with self arises in him as true and
established; or the view ' I perceive self with not-self arises in him as
true and established, or else he has some such view as this: 'It is this
self of mine that speaks and feels and experiences here and there the result
of good and bad actions; but this self of mine is permanent everlasting,
eternal, not subject to change, and it will endure as long as eternity.'
This speculative view, bhikkhus, is called the thicket of views, the
wilderness of views, the contortion of views, the vacillation of views, the
fetter of views. Fettered by the fetter of views, the untaught ordinary
person is not freed from birth, ageing, and death, from sorrow, lamentation,
pain, grief, and despair; he is not freed from suffering, I say.
9. "Bhikkhus, a well-taught noble disciple, who has regard for noble ones
and is skilled and disciplined in their Dhamma, who has regard for true men
and is skilled and disciplined in their Dhamma, understands what things are
fit for attention and what things are unfit for attention. Since that is so,
he does not attend to those things unfit for attention and he attends to
those things fit for attention.
10. "What are the things unfit for attention that he does not attend to?
They are things such that when he attends to them, the unarisen taint of
sensual desire arises in him...(as §6)...and the arisen taint of ignorance
increases. These are the things unfit for attention that he does not attend
to. And what are the things fit for attention that he attends to? They are
things such that when he attends to them, the unarisen taint of sensual
desire does not arise in him...(as §6)...and the arisen taint of ignorance
is abandoned. These are the things fit for attention that he attends to. By
not attending to things unfit for attention and by attending to things fit
for attention, unarisen taints do not arise in him and arisen taints are
abandoned.
BV: So indulging in your thoughts about, whatever you think is so important
that you need to think about it. That is the cause of ignorance. That is the
cause of identifying with your thoughts and feelings personally. That is the
cause of sensual desire. That is the cause of immeasurably amounts of
suffering Indulging in those things does not lead to the cessation of
suffering. Speculating about whether there’s a self or not-self, or how does
the self recognize not self and all of these kind of things… All of these
kind of views, all they are for is philosophical discussion, and nobody can
ever agree on those kind of things. But even coming up with some kind of
reasonable solution doesn’t lead to the cessation of suffering. What leads
to the cessation of suffering is seeing that pain arise and seeing how your
mind’s attention moves, how it starts thinking about this, and how you let
that be and relax, how the tight mental fist occurs around that sensation
and let that be and relax. This is how you let go of the arisen sensual
desire, the being, the ignorance. This is how you let go of all of that.
Now the tension and tightness that arises in your mind, in your body is
craving. Craving always manifests as tension and tightness in your body, and
in your mind. So every time you let thoughts go and you relax, what have you
done? You’ve let go of the craving. There’s a brief moment where there’s no
thoughts, there’s very clear mind, and then you bring that mind back to you
object of meditation. It’s only a brief moment, but, as you get more
familiar with doing that, that moment starts to expand a little bit more and
a little bit more and then you start staying on your object of meditation
without so many distractions pulling you away. Today, because it’s the first
day of retreat, your mind is real active just like it normally is. That’s
only natural. But you’re starting to teach your mind how to let go of these
thoughts and relax and come back to your object of meditation. As your mind
starts to get the idea of how this happens, it becomes easier and easier,
especially when we don’t take things so personally and get so involved in
concepts and ideas, get involved in our thinking about, as we start letting
go of that more and more the suffering becomes less and less. Every time you
let go of that pain, every time you let go of that tightness in your mind
and in your body you are experiencing the cessation of craving. And how do
you do that? Laugh. The whole Eightfold Path is involved in the laugh. But
you have to let go of the indulging in. That’s the trick. That’s the deep
holding on, that you have to be able to see and say: “Ah, it doesn’t matter
whether it’s there or not; it really doesn’t.”
S: Is craving the prime culprit or is…
BV: Craving is the culprit.
S: Oh, ok.
BV: The whole of the Eightfold path, the whole of all of the Four Noble
Truths is about craving and letting go of craving. Craving is the biggie.
You can’t stop feeling from arising. Feeling is going to be there whether
you like it or not. I mean you stub your toe, there’s going to be painful
feeling. And feeling arises because the conditions are right for it to
arise, but right after the feeling, then craving arises. And that’s that
tension and tightness and that’s the start of the identification with that
feeling. “I like it”, “I don’t like it”. Right after that brief instant
where everything’s tightens up then you start having all kinds of thoughts
and concepts and ideas about why you like it and why you don’t like it and
that goes into your habitual tendencies. So the way you learn how to let go
of your old habits of re-acting, in the same way you always act when you
stub your toe, is by watching that process, and then letting go of the
craving. And instead of indulging in the dissatisfaction of that painful
feeling, you start pulling up a pleasant feeling of love and putting into
that painful feeling and that balances things out.
S: You catch it before you say "Oh, damn that hurts." Or you say "That's…"
BV: Well, sometimes you do; sometimes you don’t. There’s the pain, and
there’s recognition of the pain, and then there’s dislike of the pain, and
they happen real fast. And sometimes you get caught for a little while with:
“I really hurt. Boy that hurts and I don’t like it”, and then you catch
yourself with that and you just kind of laugh with it. And once you start
laughing that changes your perspective, and then you can put love into that
pain, and that balances everything. And there’s a physiological thing that
happens with that too. The brain is like two sections, and there’s a
membrane that goes right down the middle of it. Right in the middle of the
brain, there’s what’s called the pineal gland. This produces all of the
endorphins for your body. Endorphins is the pain pill. It’s ten times
stronger than morphine. Now when there’s anger, it stops the endorphins from
coming because all of the little blood vessels, all the little muscles
around there, they tense up. They don’t let those endorphins release into
the body, so the pain actually intensifies, gets bigger. When you start
sending love into that, everything starts relaxing. And the endorphins just
start flooding your body and before long, you forget that you did it.
S: Well, people get so quick that they can stub their toe and immediately
respond…
BV: You respond with loving-kindness.
S: by laughing first and then…
BV: Well, if you need to. I was a carpenter. I hit my fingers all the time.
Pinch myself, all kind of crazy things would happen. And it was like there’s
shock: “Ow! That hurt!”, and then I sent some love into it and just go back
to doing what I was doing. And then, two or three hours later I see this
great big purple thing underneath my nail, you know: “Where did that come
from? It doesn’t even hurt anymore. It’s not even tender.” So you’re
practicing the observation of the Four Noble Truths. You see when there’s
suffering. You see the cause of suffering. You let go of the cause; that’s
the cessation of the suffering. And the way to do that is to laugh, and keep
your mind on a wholesome object, loving-kindness, into that pain. And it
doesn’t necessarily even have to happen with something as big as stubbing
your toe, any kind of physical pain. I mean you wake up in the morning and
you’re stiff. Start sending loving-kindness into that stiffness instead of
your dislike, and before long, you don’t feel it. Real easy to pop up. You
don’t know about this, you kids.
S: And this works the same way with mental or emotional pain?
BV: Yes, exactly the same. And the thing with the Buddha that’s so amazing,
is that this is simple. He came up with the simplest, most direct method for
the cessation of suffering: having a happy mind. How do you have a happy
mind? Well, smile and laugh. Changes your perspective. Every time you see
yourself getting serious, smile and laugh. I used to have a tape of, oh it
must have been five people that got together, and they had belly laughs, and
they put it on the tape, for fifteen minutes. That’s all it was, was
laughing. Well you talk about changing your mood. All you had to do was
listen to that and before long you were laughing right along with them. I
lost the tape, darn it.
Ok,
MN:
11.
"He attends wisely: 'This is suffering'; he attends wisely: 'This is the
origin of suffering'; he attends wisely: 'This is the cessation of
suffering'; he attends wisely: 'This is the way leading to the cessation of
suffering.' When he attends wisely in this way, three fetters are abandoned
in him: personality view, doubt, and adherence to rules and observances.
These are called the taints that should be abandoned by seeing.
BV: Now what he’s talking about is getting to the first stage of
enlightenment. The first stage is the one where you let go of seeing
everything in a personal way and you start seeing things in an impersonal
way. Because of doing that, you don’t have any more doubt as to whether this
is the right thing to be doing or not. And you let go of the belief that
rites and rituals will lead to nibbāna. There’s an awful lot of people that
have that belief. And they’re like the Jews. They are really stuck in
tradition, and if it’s not traditional, they don’t want anything to do with
it. But some of their tradition is just wrong view according to the Buddha’s
teaching. And I can say that because I found out when I was thirty five I
was Jewish. I didn’t know until then. I didn’t know anything about it.
MN:
(TAINTS TO BE ABANDONED BY RESTRAINING)
12. "What taints, bhikkhus, should be abandoned by restraining? Here a
bhikkhu, reflecting wisely, abides with the eye faculty restrained. While
taints, vexation, and fever might arise in one who abides with the eye
faculty unrestrained, there are no taints, vexation, or fever in one who
abides with the eye faculty re-strained.44
BV: When you’re sitting in meditation, you close your eyes. When you close
your eyes, you have restrained your eye faculty, haven’t you? You’re not
seeing anything. When you close your eyes, that faculty is restrained at
that time. You’re not seeing colors, you’re not getting involved in thinking
about things that you see. And I kind of like when he was talking about
this, the “taints, vexation, or fever”. The fever is the desire; it’s
burning. Now one of the suttas that the Buddha gave in the Vinaya is called
“The Fire Sermon”.(1) And he said: “Monks, everything is burning. The eye is
burning. Color and form is burning. Eye consciousness is burning.” And he
goes through eye-contact and all of these kind of things, and he said: “It’s
burning with what? It’s burning with desire. It’s burning with craving.”
It’s burning with identification , and that’s what causes fever. It causes
your mind to get hot. And it causes your mind to become confused, very
easily – vexation. You don’t know. And you get so involved in thinking about
what you’re seeing, you’re no longer seeing, you’re just caught in your
thinking, and that causes all kind of questions to arise in your mind.
So, it’s that way with the eye faculty, the ear faculty, the nose faculty,
the tongue faculty, the body faculty, and the mind faculty. Now the mind
faculty is by far the most difficult to restrain. But you’re learning how to
do it every time you see that your mind is thinking this or that and letting
it go, and relaxing. Right at that relaxing, there is restraint in the
thinking. And then you bring that clear mind back to your object of
meditation. What's your object of meditation? Smiling, having that smile
here, in your heart.
MN:
{Reflecting wisely, he abides with the ear faculty restrained.. .with
the nose faculty restrained.. .with the tongue faculty restrained...with the
body faculty restrained...with the mind faculty restrained...While taints,
vexation, and fever might arise in one who abides with the faculties
unrestrained, [10] there are no taints, vexation, or fever in one who abides
with the faculties restrained. These are called the taints that should be
abandoned by restraining.}
(TAINTS TO BE ABANDONED BY USING)
13. "What taints, bhikkhus, should be abandoned by using?45 Here a bhikkhu,
reflecting wisely, uses the robe only for protection from cold, for
protection from heat, for protection from contact with gadflies, mosquitoes,
wind, the sun, and creeping things, and only for the purpose of concealing
the private parts.
BV: Now this is mostly for monks, but really, it’s for modesty. And I wished
it worked on creeping things, but (laughter) and you can be sitting in
meditation where there’s some ants and they have a way of creeping in.
S: Nobody told them about ~
BV: Nobody told them. But these guys I think would help with that. I’d like
put one of these by one of the big fire ant hill and see what happens.
MN:
14. "Reflecting wisely, he uses almsfood neither for amusement nor for
intoxication nor for the sake of physical beauty and attractiveness, but
only for the endurance and continuance of this body, for ending discomfort,
and for assisting the holy life, considering: Thus I shall terminate old
feelings without arousing new feelings and I shall be healthy and blameless
and shall live in comfort.'
BV: Once you get used to eating once a day, you really don’t need to eat
very often after that.
MN:
15. "Reflecting wisely, he uses the resting place only for protection from
cold, for protection from heat, for protection from contact with gadflies,
mosquitoes, wind, the sun, and creeping things, and only for the purpose of
warding off the perils of climate and for enjoying retreat.
BV: So it’s basically the same thing for the robes as it is for your
shelter. And there’s one ascetic practice that we can do, and that’s never
sitting under a tree or any place that has a roof. And what we wind up doing
is having our robes and build a little thing, kind of like a tent. And you
stay under that for protection from getting out of the… I did all of the
dhutānga practices, all of the ascetic practices I have practiced at one
point. And that’s one of them. And it is somewhat difficult. Not being in
the shade of trees is particularly difficult.
S: You have to avoid getting under trees?
BV: Being out in the open.
S: Imagine living in a country like this is, where it gets really cold.
BV: Yeah, that’s difficult. But monks are allowed to light fires. So you can
have some heat that way.
S: And rain?
BV: Have a tendency to get wet. And I have to say, I didn’t do it very long
because it was a very difficult practice.
S: What would be benefited by a practice like that?
BV: Being content with little. Just watching how your mind starts craving
for being in a shady spot. I mean I avoided going into buildings. I avoided
being underneath trees. I just stayed out in the open.
S: Did you get sunburn?
BV: Well, I used a robe for that, so I didn’t get sunburned, but it was a
very difficult practice. I think I only did it for about a month.
I saw my desire coming up wanting to go underneath that tree, but no giving
into that desire.
S: Could you laugh at that?
BV: Oh yeah. I was not unhappy doing it. But I saw how difficult it was, and
I didn’t really see that as beneficial for me at the time.
So, you see, developing your sense of humor into every situation is the
thing that helps keep your balance of mind, and you’ll start to notice as
you start laughing with things, heavy emotional things don’t pull you down
very far. They still are going to happen but you’re going to see them more
easily, more quickly, let them go: "Ah this is nothing. This is crazy mind
taking off with this one again.”
Ok,
MN:
16. "Reflecting wisely, he uses the medicinal requisites only for protection
from arisen afflicting feelings and for the benefit of good health.
17. "While taints, vexation, and fever might arise in one who does not use
the requisites thus, there are no taints, vexation, or fever in one who uses
them thus. {These are called the taints that should be abandoned by using.}
(TAINTS TO BE ABANDONED BY ENDURING)
18. "What taints, bhikkhus, should be abandoned by enduring? Here a bhikkhu,
reflecting wisely, bears cold and heat, hunger and thirst, and contact with
gadflies, mosquitoes, wind, the sun, and creeping things; he endures
ill-spoken, unwelcome words and arisen bodily feelings that are painful,
racking, sharp, piercing, disagreeable, distressing, and menacing to life.
While taints, vexation, and fever might arise in one who does not endure
such things, there are no taints, vexation, or fever in one who endures
them. {These are called the taints that should be abandoned by enduring.}
S: ~
BV: Well, I mean, go up to Alaska, right now, you can have
optimal health, still walk outside, it’s going to be cold. One of the hell
realms, in the Jataka tales there’s this story about past lives of the
Buddha, and he remembered he was king, and he had to make a lot of decisions
over other people’s lives. And some of them he did it in a just way, and
some of them he did it in kind of an unwholesome way or unrighteous way. And
because of that unrighteousness he was born in a freezing hell. And I
thought: “You know, I better be good because I hate the cold so much, that
that’s where I’m going to be reborn if I’m not good.” (laughter) So I don’t
~cold as much as we can. But you bear all of these things, the mosquitoes,
the creeping things, the mice and rats, and snakes, and things like that. I
call them dirty rats, but it’s just more or less a joke when they come and
steal my toothbrush. I’ve never known a rat to come and steal a toothbrush.
S: We have a spider in the kuti.
BV: Learn to endure. (laughter) It’s only a spider
S: (I) keep watching it. We’ll see what happens.
BV: Watch your mind while you’re watching it. But this is why catching them
does not bother me at all. I had monk friends that had a kuti right beside
mine, within calling distance. And in the middle of the night I hear: “Bhante,
come here for a minute, would you? There’s a snake in my kuti.” And I said:
“Well thanks for waking me up in the middle of the night to take care of
this you know. Well just go back to sleep. You’ll be fine.”—“Naw, I can’t go
back to sleep. The snake is really bothering me.”—“Ok.” So I go over there
and I had a little broom, and what I did was just kind of broomed him right
on out. He could have done that himself. Why did he have to call me to do
that? I’m not sure. But taking care of those kind of things – ok, just learn
to endure, no problem. But you also realize that there’s some aversion in
that?
S: Maybe a little.
BV: (laughs) Yeah.
So,
MN:
(TAINTS TO BE ABANDONED BY AVOIDING)
19. "What taints, bhikkhus, should be abandoned by avoiding? Here a bhikkhu,
reflecting wisely, avoids a wild elephant, a wild horse, a wild bull, a wild
dog, a snake, a stump, a bramble patch, a chasm, a cliff, a cesspit, a
sewer. Reflecting wisely, he avoids sitting on unsuitable seats, wandering
to unsuitable resorts, and associating with bad friends, since if he were to
do so wise companions in the holy life might suspect him of evil conduct.
{While taints, vexation, and fever might arise in one who does not avoid
these things, there are no taints, vexation, and fever in one who avoids
them. These are called the taints that should be abandoned by avoiding.}
BV: So avoiding certain things is a good thing.
S: At least the cold is not in there.
BV: Hun? (laughter) Well you’re right. Cold weather is to endure.
But I did find out some interesting things about cold weather, That when I
notice my dislike of the cold weather, all of the muscles in my body were
tight, and when you relax, all of a sudden you’re not near as cold.
S: So it’s just weather.
BV: Yeah.
S: ~
BV: Not in this lifetime. There are things to be avoided. Just because it
didn’t say that this is one of the things, I’ll avoid it just like a wild
elephant. One of my teachers was a very good absorption concentration yogi,
and he sat for three days one time without moving. And he went into the
forest in Thailand and he sat out in the open and he started hearing animals
coming around him, and he opened up his eyes and there was six elephants in
a circle around him. They were curious (about) what he was doing, and he was
throwing off a lot of very positive energy. But it shook him up pretty bad.
But it’s real wise to avoid sitting by sewers of cesspools or things like
that, dead bodies. If you do a cemetery meditation, it’s very much
recommended that you are upwind from them, so the wind is blowing away from
you, because it really gets ripe.
Ok,
MN:
(TAINTS TO BE ABANDONED BY REMOVING)
20. "What taints, bhikkhus, should be abandoned by removing? Here a bhikkhu,
reflecting wisely, does not tolerate an arisen thought of sensual desire; he
abandons it, removes it, does away with it, and annihilates it. He does not
tolerate an arisen thought of ill will...He does not tolerate an arisen
thought of cruelty...He does not tolerate arisen evil unwholesome states; he
abandons them, removes them, does away with them, and annihilates them.47
While taints, vexation, and fever might arise in one who does not remove
these thoughts, there are no taints, vexation, or fever in one who removes
them. These are called the taints that should be abandoned by removing.
(TAINTS TO BE ABANDONED BY DEVELOPING)
21. "What taints, bhikkhus, should be abandoned by developing? Here a
bhikkhu, reflecting wisely, develops the mindfulness enlightenment factor,
which is supported by seclusion, dispassion, and cessation, and ripens in
relinquishment.
BV: That’s a better word: “relinquishment”, than annihilate.
MN:
He develops the investigation-of-states enlightenment factor...the energy
enlightenment factor...the rapture enlightenment factor...the tranquillity
enlightenment factor...the concentration enlightenment factor...the
equanimity enlightenment factor, which is supported by seclusion,
dispassion, and cessation, and ripens in relinquishment. While taints,
vexation, and fever might arise in one who does not develop these
enlightenment factors, there are no taints, vexation, or fever in one who
develops them. These are called the taints that should be abandoned by
developing.
BV: One of the things when the Buddha was really sick, was Moggallāna and
Sāriputta, his two chief disciples would go visit him and they would recite
the sutta called the Bojjhanga(2)… “bojjhanga” means seven factors.
Anyway when one listens to that attentively, and they start putting their
enlightenment factors in balance, the illness will go away. So, indulge in
it or not, up to you. But if you want to consider deeply the enlightenment
factors and how they work and put them into balance, that’s the fastest way
to overcome a cold; that’s the fastest way to overcome major illness,
cholera, bubonic plague, all of those kind of things, and it sounds like
it’s superstition but it’s not. And we go back to the thing about the water
and the flash freezing of the water with different mental states - I think
it would be real interesting to have the seven enlightenment factors…
considering that while you’re holding the water and see what the water
looked like under a microscope. I think that could be real interesting.
S: How do you flash freeze?
BV: (Liquid) nitrogen. But they were saying that even just writing on the
container changes the water.
MN:
(CONCLUSION)
22. "Bhikkhus, when for a bhikkhu the taints that should be abandoned by
seeing have been abandoned by seeing, when the taints that should be
abandoned by restraining have been abandoned by restraining, when the taints
that should be abandoned by using have been abandoned by using, when the
taints that should be abandoned by enduring have been abandoned by enduring,
when the taints that should be abandoned by avoiding have been abandoned by
avoiding, when the taints that should be abandoned by removing have been
abandoned by removing, {when the taints} that should be abandoned by
developing have been abandoned by developing—then he is called a bhikkhu who
dwells restrained with the restraint of all the taints. He has severed
craving, flung off the fetters, and with the complete penetration of conceit
he has made an end of suffering."
That is what the Blessed One said. The bhikkhus were satisfied and delighted
in the Blessed One's words.
BV: So the whole thing comes down to watch what your mind is doing while
it’s doing it. Watching how you indulge in feelings, sensations, try to
control those sensations and make yourself suffer more than is needed. Just
like this is how depression arises, the indulging in a feeling causes more
want for control, which makes the feeling bigger and more intense, which
makes the want for control bigger and more and more forceful and finally
there’s a real fight with that happens inside you. That leads to big time
suffering. Accepting the fact that these feelings are there without
resisting, without fighting them, without trying to control them, just allow
them to be. Eventually there gets to be and equanimity and then that’s where
healing occurs.
Ok, let’s share some merit then.
May suffering ones, be suffering free
And the fear struck, fearless be
May the grieving shed all grief
And may all beings find relief.
May all beings share this merit that we have thus acquired
For the acquisition of all kinds of happiness.
May beings inhabiting space and earth
Devas and nagas of mighty power
Share this merit of ours.
May they long protect the Buddha's dispensation.
Sadhu . . . Sadhu . . . Sadhu . . .
Footnotes:
1 Burning - http://www.dhammasukha.org/Study/Reference/SN-35-28.htm
2. Bojjhanga Sutta – http://www.dhammasukha.org/Study/Reference/bojjhanga_sutta.htm
Sutta text translation: (C) Bhikkhu Bodhi 1995, 2001. Reprinted from The
Middle Length Discourses of the Buddha: A Translation of the Majjhima Nikaya
with permission of Wisdom Publications, 199 Elm Street, Somerville, MA 02144
U.S.A, www.wisdompubs.org
Transcript by: Chris Farrant, SS DEC-08
Text last edited: 02-Feb-08
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