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MN66 The Simile of the Quail
Latukikopama Sutta
Dhamma talk by Bhante
Vimalaramsi
August 20, 2007
Dhamma Sukha Meditation Center
Retreat
MN:
1.
thus have I heard.
On one occasion the Blessed One
was living in the country of the
Anguttarāpans where there was a
town of theirs named Āpaṇa.
2. Then, when it was morning,
the Blessed One dressed, and
taking his bowl and outer robe,
went into Āpaṇa for alms. When
he had wandered for alms in
Āpaṇa and had returned from his
almsround, after his meal he
went to a certain grove for the
day's abiding. Having entered
the grove, he sat down at the
root of a tree for the day's
abiding.
3. When it was morning, the
venerable Udāyin dressed, and
taking his bowl and outer robe,
he too went into Āpaṇa for alms.
When he had wandered for alms in
Āpaṇa and had returned from his
almsround, after his meal he
went to that same grove for the
day's abiding. Having entered
the grove, he sat down at the
root of a tree for the day's
abiding.
4. Then, while the venerable
Udāyin was alone in meditation,
the following thought arose in
his mind: "How many painful
states has the Blessed One rid
us of! How many pleasant states
has the Blessed One brought us!
How many unwholesome states has
the Blessed One rid us of! How
many wholesome states has the
Blessed One brought us!"
5. Then,
when it was evening, the
venerable Udāyin rose from
meditation, went to the Blessed
One, and after paying homage to
him, he sat down at one side
[448]
and told him:
6. "Here,
venerable sir, while I was alone
in meditation, the following
thought arose in my mind: 'How
many painful states has the
Blessed One rid us of! How many
wholesome states has the Blessed
One brought us!' Venerable sir,
formerly we used to eat in the
evening, in the morning, and
during the day outside the
proper time. Then there was an
occasion when the Blessed One
addressed the bhikkhus thus: 'Bhikkhus,
please abandon that daytime
meal, which is outside the
proper time.'671
BV:
That means
abandon after eating at
high noon.
MN:
Venerable sir, I was upset and
sad, thinking: 'Faithful
householders give us good food
of various kinds during the day
outside the proper time, yet the
Blessed One tells us to abandon
it, the Sublime One tells us to
relinquish it.' Out of our love
and respect for the Blessed One,
and out of shame and fear of
wrongdoing, we abandoned that
daytime meal, which was outside
the proper time.
BV:
The reason that that happened
was when the Buddha first
started teaching, you could go
anywhere at anytime.
And there was a monk that
was coming home when it was very
dark from an evening meal and he
fell into a cistern.
And the Buddha said well
this is dangerous let's stop
eating these other meals.
So he started cutting
down on the number of meals that
you're supposed to eat and only
eat at the proper time.
MN:
"Then we ate only in the evening
and in the morning. Then there
was an occasion when the Blessed
One addressed the bhikkhus thus:
'Bhikkhus, please abandon that
night meal, which is outside the
proper time.' Venerable sir, I
was upset and sad, thinking:
'The Blessed One tells us to
abandon the more sumptuous of
our two meals, the Sublime One
tells us to relinquish it.'
Once, venerable sir, a certain
man had obtained some soup
during the day and he said: Put
that aside and we will all eat
it together in the evening.'
[Nearly] all dishes are prepared
at night, few by day. Out of our
love and respect for the Blessed
One, and out of shame and fear
of wrongdoing, we abandoned that
night meal, which was outside
the proper time.
"It has happened, venerable sir,
that bhikkhus wandering for alms
in the thick darkness of the
night have walked into a
cesspit, fallen into a sewer,
walked into a thorn bush, and
walked into a sleeping cow;
BV:
Wouldn't that be a shock?
(laughs)
MN:
they have
met hoodlums who had already
committed a crime and those
planning one, and they have been
sexually enticed by women. Once,
venerable sir, I went wandering
for alms in the thick darkness
of the night. A woman washing a
pot saw me by a flash of
lightning and screamed out in
terror: 'Mercy me, a devil has
come for me!' I told her:
'Sister, I am no devil, I am a
bhikkhu [449] waiting for
alms.'—‘Then it's a bhikkhu
whose ma's died and whose pa's
died!672 Better,
bhikkhu, that you get your belly
cut open with a sharp butcher's
knife than this prowling for
alms for your belly's sake in
the thick darkness of the
night!'
Venerable sir, when I
recollected that I thought: 'How
many painful states has the
Blessed One rid us of! How many
pleasant states has the Blessed
One brought us! How many
unwholesome states has the
Blessed One rid us of! How many
wholesome states has the Blessed
One brought us!'"
7. "So too, Udāyin, there are
certain misguided men here who,
when told by me 'Abandon this,'
say: 'What, such a mere trifle,
such a little thing as this?
This recluse is much too
exacting!' And they do not
abandon that and they show
discourtesy towards me as well
as towards those bhikkhus
desirous of training. For them
that thing becomes a strong,
stout, tough, unrotting tether
and a thick yoke.
8. "Suppose, Udāyin, a quail
were tethered by a rotting
creeper and would thereby expect
injury, captivity, or death. Now
suppose someone said: The
rotting creeper by which that
quail is tethered and thereby
expects injury, captivity, or
death, is for her a feeble,
weak, rotting, coreless tether.'
Would he be speaking rightly?"
"No, venerable sir. For that
quail the rotting creeper by
which she is tethered and
thereby expects injury,
captivity, or death, is a
strong, stout, tough, unrotting
tether and a thick yoke."
"So too,
{Udāyin
there are certain misguided men
here who, when told by me
'Abandon this' do not abandon
that and they show discourtesy
towards me as well as towards
those bhikkhus desirous of
training. For them that thing
becomes a strong, stout, tough,
unrotting tether and a thick
yoke.}
9. "Udāyin,
there are certain clansmen here
who,
[450]
when told by me 'Abandon this,'
say: 'What, such a mere trifle,
such a little thing to be
abandoned as this, the Blessed
One tells us to abandon, the
Sublime One tells us to
relinquish.' Yet they abandon
that and do not show discourtesy
towards me or towards those
bhikkhus desirous of training.
Having abandoned it, they live
at ease, unruffled, subsisting
on others' gifts, with mind [as
aloof] as a wild deer's. For
them that thing becomes a
feeble, weak, rotting, coreless
tether.
10. "Suppose, Udāyin, a royal
tusker elephant with tusks as
long as chariot-poles,
full-grown in stature, high-bred
and accustomed to battle, were
tethered by stout leather
thongs, but by simply twisting
his body a little he could break
and burst the thongs and then go
where he likes. Now suppose
someone said: "The stout leather
thongs by which this royal
tusker elephant is
tethered...are for him a strong,
stout, tough, unrotting tether
and a thick yoke.' Would he be
speaking rightly?"
"No, venerable sir. The stout
leather thongs by which that
royal tusker elephant is
tethered, which by simply
twisting his body a little he
could break and burst and then
go where he likes, are for him a
feeble, weak, rotting, coreless
tether."
"So too, Udāyin, there are
certain clansmen here who, when
told by me 'Abandon this'
abandon that and do not show
discourtesy towards me or
towards those bhikkhus desirous
of training. Having abandoned
it, they live at ease,
unruffled, subsisting on others'
gifts, with mind [as aloof] as a
wild deer's.
BV:
How aloof is a wild deer's mind?
(laughs)
Just something to ponder.
MN:
For them that thing becomes a
feeble, weak, rotting, coreless
tether.
11.
"Suppose, Udāyin, there were a
poor, penniless, destitute man,
and he had one dilapidated hovel
open to the crows, not the best
kind, and one dilapidated wicker
bedstead, not the best kind,
[451]
and some
grain
and pumpkin seeds in a pot, not
the best kind, and one hag of a
wife, not the best kind.
BV:
(Laughter) Cut it out, I'm being
a sexist.
MN:
He might see a bhikkhu in a
monastery park sitting in the
shade of a tree, his hands and
feet well washed after he had
eaten a delicious meal, devoting
himself to the higher mind. He
might think: 'How pleasant the
recluse's state is! How healthy
the recluse's state is! If only
I could shave off my hair and
beard, put on the yellow robe,
and go forth from the home life
into homelessness!' But being
unable to abandon his one
dilapidated hovel open to the
crows, not the best kind, and
his one dilapidated wicker
bedstead, not the best kind, and
his grain and pumpkin seeds in a
pot, not the best kind, and his
hag of a wife, not the best
kind, he is unable to shave off
his hair and beard, put on the
yellow robe, and go forth from
the home life into homelessness.
Now suppose someone said: The
tethers by which that man is
tethered so that he cannot
abandon his one dilapidated
hovel...and his hag of a wife,
not the best kind, and shave off
his hair and beard, put on the
yellow robe, and go forth from
the home life into
homelessness—for him those are a
feeble, weak, rotting, coreless
tether.' Would he be speaking
rightly?"
"No, venerable sir. The tethers
by which that man is tethered so
that he cannot abandon his one
dilapidated hovel…and his hag of
a wife, not the best kind, and
shave off his hair and beard,
put on the yellow robe, and go
forth from the home life into
homelessness—for him those are a
strong, stout, tough, unrotting
tether and a thick yoke."
"So too, Udāyin, there are
certain misguided men here who,
when told by me 'Abandon this'
do not abandon that and they
show discourtesy towards me as
well as towards those bhikkhus
desirous of training. For them
that thing becomes a strong,
stout, tough, unrotting tether
and a thick yoke.
12.
"Suppose, Udāyin, there were a
rich householder or a
householder's son,
[452]
with great wealth and property,
with a vast number of gold
ingots, a vast number of
granaries, a vast number of
fields, a vast amount of land, a
vast number of wives, and a vast
number of men and women slaves.
He might see a bhikkhu in a
monastery park sitting in the
shade of a tree, his hands and
feet well washed after he had
eaten a delicious meal, devoting
himself to the higher mind. He
might think: 'How pleasant the
recluse's state is! How healthy
the recluse's state is! If only
I could shave off my hair and
beard, put on the yellow robe,
and go forth from the home life
into homelessness!' And being
able to abandon his vast number
of gold ingots, his vast number
of granaries, his vast number of
fields, his vast amount of land,
his vast number of wives, and
his vast number of men and women
slaves, he is able to shave off
his hair and beard, put on the
yellow robe, and go forth from
the home life into homelessness.
Now suppose someone said: 'The
tethers by which that
householder or householder's son
is tethered so that he can
abandon his vast number of gold
ingots...his vast number of men
and women slaves, and shave off
his hair and beard, put on the
yellow robe, and go forth from
the home life into homelessness—
for him those are a strong,
stout, tough, unrotting tether
and a thick yoke.' Would he be
speaking rightly?"
"No, venerable sir. The tethers
by which that householder or
householder's son is tethered so
that he can abandon his vast
number of gold ingots, his vast
number of men and women slaves,
and shave off his hair and
beard, put on the yellow robe,
and go forth from the home life
into homelessness—for him those
are a feeble, weak, rotting,
coreless tether."
"So too, Udāyin, there are
certain clansmen here who, when
told by me 'Abandon this'
abandon that and do not show
discourtesy towards me or
towards those bhikkhus desirous
of training. [453] Having
abandoned it, they live at ease,
unruffled, subsisting on others'
gifts, with mind [as aloof] as a
wild deer's. For them that thing
becomes a feeble, weak, rotting,
coreless tether.
BV:
The whole point of this being,
it all depends on your
attachment to things.
You can have a lot of
things and not be attached to
them at all, and you can let
them go reasonably easy - which
is something that I did more
than once - or you can have very
little and be very much attached
to it so that you can't do the
things that lead your mind
towards more wholesomeness.
And it's all according to
your attachment to it.
There are some monks that are
very much attached to the idea
of one thing or another that
they know the rules say you
shouldn't do, but they do them
anyway.
And that leads to their
restlessness, their lack of
ability to have a calm mind.
Every new (full) moon and
new moon when there are enough
monks around we sit down and we
read the entire Patimokkha - all
the rules of the monks.
We know the rules.
And some monks will come
up with all kinds of
justification, how to get around
this rule or that rule so they
don't have to follow it.
But those are the monks
that are against meditation
because they tried to meditate
and their mind - because they
know they broke the rule even
though they can justify breaking
the rule - they know they broke
it and they have a guilty mind.
An example of this is when I was
in Burma, I was at
a meditation centre and there
was a Korean monk that came.
Now, when he first came
he could sit in meditation for
between two and three hours
without moving.
As time went by, a few
weeks, he started liking the
idea of eating an evening meal.
Now, he knows that he's
not supposed to eat anything in
the evening, but he ate anyway.
By the end of a
three-month retreat, he could
sit in meditation for about ten
minutes before his mind became
so active and so hard that he
got up and stopped meditating,
and that's just from a simple
thing of he ate when he knew he
shouldn't.
Now, this comes down to the
precepts.
Your meditation is not
going to be very good if you
break a precept.
Now, there's four parts
to the speech precept:
1) Using harsh language,
cursing
2) Dividing people,
trying to get them to fight with
each other
3) Gossip, which means
made up stories that don't have
anything to do with being the
truth, and
4) Telling lies.
Now, I know that there are some
cultures that they have the idea
that saying something that is
not true is not telling a lie,
but they have trouble
meditating, they have trouble
calming their mind.
The precept of not
telling a lie means if you
knowingly try to mislead
someone… little white lies, in Asia, pass time.
No matter what somebody
thinks, so you say "Hey, how do
you like my new shirt?"
They will tell you it's
absolutely gorgeous, beautiful,
they've never seen anything as
good as that, and then when they
walk away, talk about how ugly
it is.
Ok, those kind of white
lies, they affect your
meditation in a very negative
way.
It's better to say
nothing than it is to tell
somebody something that's not
true.
So, it really turns into a
problem after awhile because you
start losing confidence in the
meditation being good and you
start, actually you can start
criticizing and saying things -
and this is a form of gossip -
saying things that aren't
necessarily true.
Among Buddhist monks
gossip is strong.
It is, and it's really a
shame because there's so many
monks that they have the
potential of being very good,
but they like to get into the
stories about what this monk is
doing and what that monk is
doing and then they go and tell
those stories and build on them,
and it causes a lot of problems
on down the road for the person
that does the talking and the
person they're talking about.
It can cause some real
problems.
So, we have to be real
careful about this sort of
thing.
MN:
13. "Udāyin,
there are four kinds of persons
to be found existing in the
world. What are the four?673
14. "Here, Udāyin, some person
practises the way to the
abandoning of the acquisitions,
to the relinquishing of the
acquisitions. When he is
practising the way, memories and
intentions associated with the
acquisitions beset him. He
tolerates them; he does not
abandon them, remove them, do
away with them, and annihilate
them.
BV:
I have problems with these kind
of descriptions.
Now, we're talking about
thoughts about past possessions
that you had that come back to
you, "You know, I used to have a
motor cycle.
I was hot stuff", and the
way you overcome those kind of
attachments, and that's what
they really are, with the 6Rs.
Recognize that that's
what your mind is doing, release
it, relax, smile, come back to
your object of meditation.
See, this is why the
meditation is all the time, and
this is why I scolded you the
other day because you wanted to
drop your daytime activity
meditation... no, no, no, no.
If you can't watch your
mind all the time, why are you
trying to do any meditation at
all?
So, the whole point
being, gotta be able to watch
what your mind is doing all of
the time, and give it the 6Rs
when it tends towards being
personal, when it tends towards
being serious, when it tends
towards your old attachments.
You gotta 6R those.
Now, this is what happens after
you let them go, they become
annihilated.
In other words you've let
go of the attachment to them,
they won't arise anymore.
Right?
You let go of an
attachment to a car or a
television or a bicycle, I don't
care what it is.
If you let go of the
attachment to it, it doesn't
come up into your mind very much
anymore does it?
What you think and ponder
on, that's the inclination of
your mind.
You think and ponder on
things that you've had in the
past, your mind is going to tend
towards those things.
When you 6R them, now
you're letting them be, you're
letting them go, you're not
feeding the attachment anymore.
You're letting go of the
attachment.
And as you let go of the
attachment, that gives you more
room for happiness, wellbeing,
all of those uplifting things
that I've been talking about for
a long time to come up.
But the more you hold
onto old attachments and allow
your mind to go back and play
that number again, that is a
cause of suffering.
The only way to overcome
the suffering is by experiencing
the cessation of suffering, and
how do you do that?
The 6Rs!
For however many years we've
been alive, we have been
allowing our mind to really get
involved in thinking about this
and thinking about that and just
kind of going wherever it wants
to go, and because it likes to
repeat things it keeps coming
back to certain instances: "You
know when I was five years old
my Mom got mad at me and she
slapped me and put me in the
closet.
Now I'm deathly afraid of
the dark."
Why are you afraid of the
dark now?
Because of the attachment
of what happened in the past.
How do you overcome that
fear?
By the 6Rs.
That is the key.
That's the way to let go
of old hard feelings and develop
new soft feelings.
"I always act this way
when this person or that person
says or does that."
Well, you're just
re-acting in the way you always
act.
In other words you're
being unconscious.
You're acting in an
unconscious way.
When you begin to learn more and
more about the 6Rs and how they
really do work, then you start
responding instead of reacting.
Somebody comes up to you
with an old attachment and
instead of your acting like you
always act, now you're giving
yourself the space to act in a
new way, in a way that will be
uplifting to you and everybody
else around you.
What is that?
Come on Barb, you got it
on the tip of your tongue, let
it come out.
S: (student interaction)
BV:
And?
S: Re-smile
BV: Ahhhhh, that's it.
See, I knew you had it
there.
MN:
Such a
person
BV: who tolerates these kind of
old behaviors
MN:
I call fettered, not unfettered.
Why is that? Because I have
known the particular diversity
of faculties in this person.
BV:
And what is he really saying?
I've seen it in myself
before I became enlightened.
MN:
15. "Here,
Udāyin, some person practises
the way to the abandoning of the
acquisitions, to the
relinquishing of the
acquisitions. When he is
practising the way, memories and
intentions associated with the
acquisitions beset him. He does
not tolerate them; he abandons
them, removes them, does away
with them, and annihilates them.
Such a person too I call
fettered, not unfettered. Why is
that? Because I have known the
particular diversity of
faculties in this person.675
BV:
Why would you be fettered by
something like that?
Because you allowed those
to come up.
You allowed your mind to
get distracted by them, to get
involved with them.
And then you start
letting them go, which is good,
but you still have them coming
up.
MN:
16. "Here,
Udāyin, some person practises
the way to the abandoning of the
acquisitions, to the
relinquishing of the
acquisitions. When he is
practising the way, memories and
intentions associated with the
acquisitions beset him now and
then through lapses of
mindfulness. His mindfulness may
be slow in arising, but he
quickly abandons them, removes
them, does away with them, and
annihilates them.676
Just as if a man were to let two
or three drops of water fall
onto an iron plate heated for a
whole day, the falling of the
water drops might be slow but
they would quickly vaporise and
vanish. So too, here some person
practises the way...His
mindfulness may be slow in
arising, but he quickly abandons
them, removes them, does away
with them, and annihilates them.
Such a person too I call
fettered, not unfettered.
[454]
Why is that? Because I have
known the particular diversity
of faculties in this person.
17. "Here, Udāyin, some person,
having understood that
acquisition is the root of
suffering,
BV:
Now, we're not always talking
about material things when we're
talking about acquisition.
You hold on to an
attachment, you talk about the
attachment, tell everybody else
around that you have an
attachment, and guess what?
You're attached.
MN:
… divests
himself of the acquisitions and
is liberated in the destruction
of the acquisitions. Such a
person I call unfettered, not
fettered.677 Why is
that? Because I have known the
particular diversity of
faculties in this person.
18. "There are, Udāyin, five
cords of sensual pleasure. What
are the five? Forms cognizable
by the eye that are wished for,
desired, agreeable, and
likeable, connected with sensual
desire and provocative of lust.
Sounds cognizable by the ear
that are wished for, desired,
agreeable, and likeable,
connected with sensual desire
and provocative of lust. Odours
cognizable by the nose that are
wished for, desired, agreeable,
and likeable, connected with
sensual desire and provocative
of lust. Flavours cognizable by
the tongue that are wished for,
desired, agreeable, and
likeable, connected with sensual
desire and provocative of lust.
Tangibles cognizable by the body
that are wished for, desired,
agreeable, and likeable,
connected with sensual desire
and provocative of lust. These
are the five cords of sensual
pleasure.
19. "Now, Udāyin, the pleasure
and joy that arise dependent on
these five cords of sensual
pleasure are called sensual
pleasure—a filthy pleasure, a
coarse pleasure, an ignoble
pleasure. I say of this kind of
pleasure that it should not be
pursued, that it should not be
developed, that it should not be
cultivated, that it should be
feared.
20. "Here, Udāyin, quite
secluded from sensual pleasures,
BV:
How do you become secluded from
sensual pleasures?
You and you (pointing)
can't say.
How do you become
secluded from sensual pleasures?
ST: ~
BV:
You're sitting in meditation and
you close your eyes.
The sensual pleasure of
seeing doesn't arise.
You hear a sound, you
don't think about whether you
like or dislike that sound, you
hear it as sound and let it be
and relax and 6R it... with
smell, with taste, with
tangibles, and with mind.
That's how you become
secluded from sensual pleasures.
It doesn't mean you stop
that contact from happening.
You can't stop the
contact from happening, but as
soon as notice it you 6R it and
now you're not grabbing onto it,
you're not holding onto it and
getting into thoughts about how
you like it.
MN:
… secluded from unwholesome
states,
BV:
How do you become secluded from
unwholesome states?
Any hindrance that arises
is an unwholesome state.
What do you do with
unwholesome states?
ST: 6R it.
BV: You got it.
Ok.
MN:
… a bhikkhu enters upon and
abides in the first jhāna which
is accompanied by applied and
sustained thought with rapture
and pleasure born of
seclusion...
BV:
The reason that the hindrances
are necessary and good when they
arise is because when you start
letting them go they're teaching
you where your attachment is.
They're teaching you that
"That hindrance is me.
I don't like it and I
want it to be different than it
is." whatever that happens to
be, and you start seeing it as
an impersonal process.
Now, we deal in a world of
concepts, ok?
This is a concept right
here (pointing).
What is this thing?
This is a chair.
Chair is a concept.
Take the cushions off,
take the pieces apart, where is
the chair?
The chair is a lot of
different things put together to
make up the concept that this is
a chair.
The hindrances are the
same thing.
They're made up of a lot
of little pieces that when you
put them together they make up
the concept of suffering.
They make the concept of
restlessness, all of these are
concepts.
It's a word to describe a
bunch of other little things
that happen and to make the
communication easier we say one
word, but there's a lot of other
things.
Now, take the word pain.
What is pain?
Where is pain?
How is pain?
Arises as an unpleasant
feeling.
"I don't like that
feeling": craving.
"I have a story about why
I don't like that feeling":
clinging.
"I have a habitual
tendency about that clinging.
I always act this way
when that kind of feeling comes
up."
See?
That's how it arises.
And it's a bunch of
little things that make up this
idea of what pain is.
But when you start seeing this
as an impersonal process, when
you start seeing that there is
feeling, there is craving, there
is clinging, there is habitual
tendency, there is birth of
action, there is death of
action, and the whole ballgame
starts over again.
And it happens fast.
But when you start seeing
these more and more clearly, by
practicing the 6Rs, you are
teaching yourself that this in
fact is a process, and you're
seeing it directly for yourself.
"It's not my feeling.
Did I ask that painful
feeling to come up or that
unpleasant feeling to come up?"
No.
It came up because
conditions are right.
I walk in here at night and I
stub my toe on a chair.
Did I ask that feeling to
come up?
Why did it come up?
Because the toe made
contact with something that was
hard, and an unpleasant feeling
arose.
And immediately there's
"I don't like it", and the story
about why you don't like it, and
the cursing, and the
dissatisfaction, and on and on,
that's your habitual tendency.
But when your mindfulness
is good, you stub your toe,
painful feeling is going to come
up.
You see your mind start
going sssshhhh (makes a gesture)
around it and you relax that and
let it be.
And then you start
sending loving kindness, you
have to come back to your object
of meditation.
Where does the loving kindness
need to go when you have pain in
your body?
Your body is telling you
right then, right there, "I need
love".
Every painful feeling
that arises is saying "I need
love".
So give it love, send
your message down to that toe
that hurts.
Let go, relax, keep doing
it as long as your mind gets
pulled to that sensation.
In a very short period of
time that pain disappears and
you forget about it.
You might notice it the
next day when you got a blue
toe, but then you have to think
about "How'd that happen"?
See, this is eminently
practical stuff.
And the more you get in to
practicing the 6Rs, the more
you're teaching yourself about
how the process works, and when
you start seeing that directly
for yourself it's not something
you're ever going to forget.
You know how the process
works.
It's just whether you
want to use the 6Rs to get rid
of it or you choose not to and
suffer with it.
That's where your choice
is.
"I can suffer or not, it
all depends on me.
My choice."
Can't blame anybody out
there for your pain.
Nothing out there is
responsible for your pain.
You're the only one
that's responsible for your
pain.
You can re-act like you always
act when this kind of feeling
arises or you can respond.
Reaction takes you out of
the present moment and has all
kinds of suffering in it.
Responding keeps you in
the present moment,
dissatisfaction starts to go
away.
Your choice, always your
choice.
"Well I always act this
way when this happens."
Fine, you can do that,
but don't come complaining to me
about it.
Right?
There was a girl that, she was
having nightmares, I was in
Malaysia
at the time: she came
complaining about these
nightmares and she would
describe these nightmares down
to the tee, I mean she was
really getting into it.
And finally I said "Well,
why do you think you're having
nightmares?"
"Well," she said, "it
might be the night before the
nightmare I went to this scary
movie".
And I said "If you don't
want to have nightmares, then
don't go to those kind of
movies.
It's dumb."
"Well, I like those kind
of movies."
"Fine, don't complain to
me about your nightmares."
You have to be willing to
change so that your mind is more
uplifted all the time.
If you're not willing to
change, doing any kind of a
meditation retreat is going to
be incredibly painful, hard, and
you will leave without any
advantage at all.
If you're willing to
change, if you're willing to
take a look at "I always act
this way when this happens" and
you say "Oh, well every time I
do that it hurts.
I'm not going to do that
anymore."
You might forget
sometimes, but that's ok.
Make it into a game and
play that game.
I remember I had one student
that she was really getting into
her anger about a situation and
I gave her a whole bunch of
pennies and I said "I've already
bought all of your hindrances.
They're not your
hindrances anymore, I bought
them from you" and I gave her a
whole bunch of pennies.
Every time she'd get
angry she'd pull out one of
those pennies "That's not mine,
I gave that one to Bhante."
Before long, the
heavy-duty emotions started to
get in balance because of that.
She was willing to
change.
She saw the pain that she
caused herself and she was
willing to start letting that
go.
Now, the closer you can keep
your five precepts without
breaking them at all for a
continuous stretch of time, the
meditation naturally gets
easier.
Your mind will become
more tranquil, more at peace.
You'll be able to get
into the jhanas more quickly
because you don't have so many
hindrances because of your past
action.
So, this is basically
what this sutta is talking
about.
Learning how to let go of
your acquisitions so that they
won't even arise anymore.
What you think and ponder
on, that is the inclination of
your mind.
You get to choose what
you think and ponder on.
If it's unwholesome, you
can 6R it and let it go.
Then you start staying on
the wholesome.
What's that?
Wishing loving (gesture)...
An interesting thing
about loving kindness, I read
this in a commentary I'm not
sure how accurate it is: they
said that if you sit down and do
loving kindness meditation for
half an hour, three times a day,
that is the equivalent in merit
of feeding a thousand people.
Now, how long are you
sitting in meditation?
How much merit are you
bringing up every time you let
go of an unwholesome state and
bring up that wholesome state?
Merit is a real big thing
in Asia.
Everybody talks about
doing things and making merit.
You know, "I want to give
this to this monk because I'm
going to make so much merit."
Merit is good actions
that leads to happiness.
Loving kindness
meditation, lots of good merit.
More than a little bit,
especially when you're doing it
with vipassana.
How do you know when you're
doing this with vipassana?
By your relaxing, that
extra step of relaxing, of
purifying your mind of craving,
feeling that expansion, calm
mind, no distractions at all,
bring that back to your object
of meditation.
As you do that over and
over again, your mind starts to
get the idea that it likes it,
and this is kind of a fun game,
right?
And then you're making so
much good merit that eventually
the craving will not arise, and
you get to experience an
unconditioned state: nibbana.
That's what we're working
for here, that's why we're doing
this.
The harder you hold on
to wanting to be the same as you
always were, the harder you hold
onto that, the longer it takes
for the meditation to work.
It will still work, but
it doesn't work near as fast as
it could.
When you make up the mind
that "I want to let go of
everything" even the slightest
little bitty tiny longing for
something.
Now, there's a word in Pali
called 'chanda' and it basically
means pointing your mind in the
direction you want it to go,
pointing your mind towards the
wholesome.
But once you point your
mind in that direction, you let
it go, you don't hold onto it,
you don't keep telling yourself
that.
You want to direct your
mind towards letting go of
suffering.
You make that
determination in your mind "I'm
going to let go of anything that
causes suffering to arise" and
then you start 6Ring it.
Your mind becomes so
wholesome, it becomes so
uplifted that it will tend
towards that, towards that end
result.
Good stuff, huh?
(laughs)
MN:
With the stilling of applied and
sustained thought, he enters
upon and abides in the second
jhāna which has self confidence
and stillness of mind without
applied and sustained thought
with rapture and pleasure born
of concentration…
BV:
Once you get to the second jhana
you really start getting
confidence that you know what
this process is and how to use
the 6Rs.
And you start getting
confident at being able to use
it all of the time.
Now, the second jhana is
where noble silence occurs.
Noble silence.
An awful lot of different
meditation centers they say
you're not supposed to talk.
"I don't want you to talk
at all", so everybody whispers,
but they still wind up talking.
But noble silence is
letting go of the wish, of
verbalizing it.
Now you know what that
wish is, all you have to bring
up is that feeling of peace and
calm.
You don't have to
verbalize it at all.
Ok.
MN:
With the fading away as well of
rapture a bhikkhu abides in
equanimity mindful and fully
aware still feeling pleasure
with the body he enters upon and
abides in the third jhāna on
account of which noble ones
announce he has a pleasant
abiding who has equanimity and
is mindful…
BV:
When you get to this state you
don't have joy arise anymore,
but you feel very strong balance
of mind.
You have full awareness
of everything that's happening
around you.
You hear a sound, but it
doesn't make your mind wobble or
jump to it because you have
equanimity.
It's a balance of mind,
distractions just don't get so
big anymore.
You feel more comfortable
than you've ever felt before.
When you start losing tension in
your mind, you start losing
tension in your body.
When you lose tension in
your body it's like different
parts start to disappear.
You'll be sitting there
and you'll say "I don't have any
legs.
Where's my hand?
Where's my shoulder?"
And it's not that if I
come up and touch you, you
wouldn't feel that.
You would, but you don't
have that tension anymore and
that's what you're generally
feeling when you feel things in
your body.
So, getting into the
third jhana is very nice and
this is where your blood starts
to purify.
All kinds of healing
starts to happen in the body.
It's really kind of neat.
MN:
With the abandoning of pleasure
and pain, and with the previous
disappearance of joy and grief a
bhikkhu enters upon and abides
in the fourth jhāna, which has
neither-pain-nor-pleasure and
purity of mindfulness due to
equanimity...
BV:
When you get into radiating the
loving kindness up to the third
jhana, you will feel it from
your heart.
From there on you don't
feel it in your heart anymore,
you start feeling it in your
head, you start radiating loving
kindness.
And your mind has very
strong balance.
This is as high as loving
kindness will take you, it'll
take you to the fourth jhana.
Then you get the rest of the
brahmaviharas, and they come up
naturally and they come up by
themselves.
An awful lot of teachers
will tell you that you should
practice compassion, but
compassion comes up by itself
when you practicing this way.
And there other things
that happen while you're in the
state of compassion.
You're starting to get
into the arupa jhanas.
The arupa jhanas take you to the
realm of nothingness, with the
brahmaviharas.
That's as far as the
brahmaviharas will go, but
they're leading the path that
takes you to
neither-perception-nor-non-perception
and the cessation of perception
and feeling.
It's leading you on that
path.
You go through all of
these jhanas faster with loving
kindness than with any other
kind of meditation, bar none.
That's why I like to
teach loving kindness, so that
your mind can have more and more
peace and calm than it's ever
experienced before.
MN:
21. "This
is called the bliss of
renunciation, the bliss of
seclusion, the bliss of peace,
the bliss of enlightenment.678
I say of this kind of pleasure
that it should be pursued, that
it should be developed, that it
should be cultivated, that it
should not be feared.
22. "Here,
Udāyin, quite secluded from
sensual pleasures, secluded from
unwholesome states, a bhikkhu
enters upon and abides in the
first jhāna...Now this, I say,
belongs to the perturbable.679
And what therein belongs to the
perturbable? The applied thought
and sustained thought that have
not ceased therein, that is what
belongs to the perturbable.
23. "Here, Udāyin, with the
stilling of applied and
sustained thought, a bhikkhu
enters upon and abides in the
second jhāna...Now this, I say,
also belongs to the perturbable.
And what therein belongs to the
perturbable? The rapture and
pleasure that have not ceased
therein, that is what belongs to
the perturbable.
24. "Here,
Udāyin, with the fading away as
well of rapture...a bhikkhu
enters upon and abides in the
third jhāna...Now this, I say,
also belongs to the perturbable.
And what therein belongs to the
perturbable? The equanimity
[455]
and pleasure that have not
ceased therein, that is what
belongs to the perturbable.
25. "Here, Udāyin, with the
abandoning of pleasure and
pain...a bhikkhu enters upon and
abides in the fourth jhāna...Now
this, I say, belongs to the
imperturbable.
BV:
Now, why do I say when you get
to the fourth jhana you're
considered an advanced
meditator?
Because you're getting to
the imperturbable states because
the equanimity is so strong.
MN:
26. "Here,
Udāyin, quite secluded from
sensual pleasures, secluded from
unwholesome states, a bhikkhu
enters upon and abides in the
first jhāna...That, I say, is
not enough.680
Abandon it, I say; surmount it,
I say. And what surmounts it?
27. "Here, Udāyin, with the
stilling of applied and
sustained thought, a bhikkhu
enters upon and abides in the
second jhāna...That surmounts
it. But that too, I say, is not
enough. Abandon it, I say;
surmount it, I say. And what
surmounts it?
28. "Here, Udāyin, with the
fading away as well of
rapture...a bhikkhu enters upon
and abides in the third jhāna...That
surmounts it. But that too, I
say, is not enough. Abandon it,
I say; surmount it, I say. And
what surmounts it?
29. "Here, Udāyin, with the
abandoning of pleasure and
pain...a bhikkhu enters upon and
abides in the fourth jhāna...That
surmounts it. But that too, I
say, is not enough. Abandon it,
I say; surmount it, I say. And
what surmounts it?
30. "Here, Udāyin, with the
complete surmounting of
perceptions of form, with the
disappearance of perceptions of
sensory impact, with
non-attention to perceptions of
diversity, aware that 'space is
infinite,’ a bhikkhu enters upon
and abides in the base of
infinite space. That surmounts
it. But that too, I say, is not
enough. Abandon it, I say;
surmount it, I say. And what
surmounts it?
31. "Here, Udāyin, by completely
surmounting the base of infinite
space, aware that 'consciousness
is infinite,’
BV:
This is a fun state to get into
by the way.
MN:
a bhikkhu enters upon and abides
in the base of infinite
consciousness. That surmounts
it. But that too, I say, is not
enough. Abandon it, I say;
surmount it, I say. And what
surmounts it?
32. "Here, Udāyin, by completely
surmounting the base of infinite
consciousness, aware that 'there
is nothing,’ a bhikkhu enters
upon and abides in the base of
nothingness. That surmounts it.
But that too, I say, is not
enough. Abandon it, I say;
surmount it, I say. And what
surmounts it?
33. "Here,
Udāyin, by completely
surmounting the base of
nothingness, a bhikkhu enters
upon and abides in the base of
neither-perception-nor-non-perception.
[456]
That surmounts it. But that too,
I say, is not enough. Abandon
it, I say; surmount it, I say.
And what surmounts it?
34. "Here,
Udāyin, by completely
surmounting the base of
neither-perception-nor-non-perception,
a bhikkhu enters upon and abides
in the cessation of perception
and feeling.681 That
surmounts it. Thus I speak of
the abandoning even of the base
of
neither-perception-nor-non-perception.
Do you see, Udāyin, any fetter,
small or great, of whose
abandoning I do not speak?" "No,
venerable sir."
That is what the Blessed One
said. The venerable Udāyin was
satisfied and delighted in the
Blessed One's words.
BV:
He went through the whole
ballgame, but he didn't say how
nibbana is experienced.
When you come out of the
cessation of perception and
feeling, it's like you have a
clean slate, a clean board, and
you start seeing how dependent
origination arises, and how it
ceases.
And when you see the
final letting go of ignorance,
and ignorance is not
understanding of the four noble
truths, then nibbana occurs.
It can't happen any other
way.
I don't care what any
other monk will tell you.
It says it so often in
the suttas that you can't ignore
it.
That is how nibbana
occurs.
I know that there are some
people that say nibbana occurs
when you see impermanence,
suffering and not-self, but
there is a statement in one of
the books that says you can see
one or all of the three
characteristics without ever
seeing dependent origination,
but when you see dependent
origination, you see all three
of those characteristics.
You see what it's really
saying, it says you have to
focus in a different way, not on
this impermanence, suffering and
not-self.
You have to focus on
dependent origination and you'll
always see that, and it's real
apparent.
But the way you atta in
nibbana is by teaching yourself
how dependent origination
actually works, and you see it
so often that not one doubt will
ever arise in your mind again.
As it says in the
Satipatthana sutta:
MN 10 § 46:
"Bhikkhus,
if anyone should develop these
four foundations of mindfulness
in such a way for seven years,
one of two fruits could be
expected for him: either final
knowledge here and now, or if
there is a trace of clinging
left, non-return.165
"Let alone seven years, bhikkhus.
[63] If anyone should develop
these four foundations of
mindfulness in such a way for
six years...for five years...for
four years...for three
years...for two years.. .for one
year, one of two fruits could be
expected for him: either final
knowledge here and now, or if
there is a trace of clinging
left, non-return.
"Let alone one year, bhikkhus.
If anyone should develop these
four foundations of mindfulness
in such a way for seven
months...for six months...for
five months...for four months..
.for three months...for two
months...for one month...for
half a month, one of two fruits
could be expected for him:
either final knowledge here and
now, or if there is a trace of
clinging left, non-return.
"Let alone half a month,
bhikkhus.
BV: This is what I was saying.
MN:
If anyone should develop these
four foundations of mindfulness
in such a way for seven days,
one of two fruits could be
expected for him: either final
knowledge here and now, or if
there is a trace of clinging
left, non-return.
BV:
Time to get busy. (laughs)
No pressure, but I expect
it by the end of this week,
guys. (laughs)
Just stay with the 6Rs,
keep it light, keep it fun,
smile into everything, and when
smiling is really hard to do
then laugh.
Ok?
Any questions?
Ok, let's share some
merit then.
May suffering ones, be suffering
free
And the fear struck, fearless be
May the grieving shed all grief
And may all beings find relief.
May all beings share this merit
that we have thus acquired
For the acquisition of all kinds
of happiness.
May beings inhabiting space and
earth
Devas and nagas of mighty power
Share this merit of ours.
May they long protect the Lord
Buddha's dispensation.
Sadhu . . . Sadhu . . . Sadhu .
. .
Sutta text
translations: (C) Bhikkhu Bodhi
1995, 2001. Reprinted from The
Middle Length Discourses of the
Buddha: A Translation of the
Majjhima Nikaya with permission
of Wisdom Publications,
199 Elm Street,
Somerville, MA
02144 U.S.A,
www.wisdompubs.org
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Chris Farrant June 2008
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