MN 111
One by One As They Occurred
Anupada Sutta
Dhamma Talk presented by Bhante Vimalaramsi
at Dhamma Sukha Meditation Center
08-Aug-07
BV: This particular sutta is my favourite sutta in the Middle Length sayings
(Majjhima Nikāya).
If you went to the website you've heard me give it a few times.
But the thing that makes the Dhamma talks interesting is it depends
on the audience. It's not ever
the same although it has the same text.
Anyway.
MN:
1. Thus have I heard. On one occasion the Blessed One was living at Sāvatthī
in Jeta's Grove,
BV:
By the way, this is what this place is called, you know.
MN:
Anāthapiṇḍika’s
Park. There he addressed the
bhikkhus thus: "Bhikkhus."
—"Venerable,
sir," they replied. The Blessed One said this:
2. "Bhikkhus, Sāriputta is wise; Sāriputta has great wisdom; Sāriputta has
wide wisdom; Sāriputta has joyous wisdom; Sāriputta has quick wisdom;
Sāriputta has keen wisdom; Sāriputta has penetrative wisdom. During half a
month, bhikkhus, Sāriputta gained insight into states one by one as they
occurred. Now Sāriputta's insight into states one by one as they occurred
was this:
3. "Here, bhikkhus, quite secluded from sensual pleasures, secluded from
unwholesome states,
BV: You remember what being secluded from sensual pleasures is?
ST: ~
BV:
OK. When you're sitting in
meditation you close your eyes.
The sensual pleasure of seeing is not there.
If you hear a sound, and it pulls your attention to it then let that
sound be, relax, come back to your object of meditation, after you smile.
So there's the sensual pleasure derived from hearing things doesn’t
arise. Now what's the danger in
having these things arise, the sensual pleasures?
Is, if you hear a sound, say it's somebody singing and it's pleasant
to your ear then you start thinking about how you like it, and you have a
little story made up, and that story changes into another story, into
another story, and then you're a thousand miles away.
You don't even note whether you're hearing anything or not because
you get so caught up in your thinking, and all of these different stories.
Now, this is where the clinging and your habitual tendency has the
nature of making your mind distracted away from the present moment.
Now, you heard the sound in the present moment, you let it be there
but you don't pay attention to the particulars.
You relax, smile, and then come back to your object of meditation.
And you do that with all of the sense doors.
Being “secluded from unwholesome states” : being secluded from unwholesome
states means that you have let go of the hindrances: Lust -
"I like it" "I want it"; hatred - : "I don't like it" "I don't want
it"; sleepiness, dullness; restlessness, anxiety; doubt.
Any time these hindrances arise, they will take you away from your
meditation. That's why they're
called hindrances. You will
stop meditating at that time, and you'll be caught up in whatever that
hindrance happens to be. Now,
the thing with the hindrances is they don't arise only one at a time.
They like to kind of gang up on you and kind of kick you around.
So, you have restlessness arise, and either like or dislike of it.
So, you have restlessness and the hatred or restlessness and the lust
"I want it". So, the whole
thing with the hindrances is that the hindrance is not your enemy to fight
with. A hindrance when it
arises is going to pull you away from your object of meditation for a period
of time, couple of minutes, five minutes.
But as soon as you notice that you're not on your object of
meditation then let that hindrance be.
Even if you're in mid-sentence, let it be, don't pay attention to it,
relax, smile, come back to your object of meditation.
The nature of hindrances is they don't go away right away, so your
mind bounces back to it.
The whole point of the meditation is to see how mind's attention moves from
one thing to another. You're
not on your object of meditation and all of a sudden you're caught by a
hindrance. There is a process
that happens, ok? What the
hindrance is showing you is one, where your attachment is, and your
attachment is always I am that, and it's going to keep coming up as long as
you keep that attachment going. Now, this is where the step of relaxing
really shines. That relaxing of
the tension and tightness, every time you relax the tension and tightness,
right after that there's no thoughts, there's a feeling of openness and
calmness. Now, you bring that
mind back to your object of meditation.
So, you're bringing this pure mind, that doesn't have any craving in
it, back to your object of meditation, and that improves your awareness of
how the process works. As you
start looking a little bit more closely at how your attention went from
being on the object of meditation and sometimes it's only part of one wish
before your mind gets distracted, it doesn't really matter.
But you start paying attention to how that process works and you
start seeing before you get really carried away that there is some other
thing that happens right before that.
So, you let it go, you relax, you come back, and when you see this
other thing then you relax right then.
What you're starting to do is you're starting to recognise how the
process of Dependent Origination does work.
And with practice what happens is that hindrance keeps coming up... keeps
coming up... and you keep treating it in the same way, but you're doing it
with clearer and clearer observation of how the distraction came up, and you
let it go and you relax, come back to your object of meditation. Eventually
that hindrance will get so weak that it will just go away by itself.
Why did it go away?
Because you let go of the personal belief that that distraction was you, it
was yours. So, every time you
let go of the craving, you're letting go of the 'I like it', 'I don't like
it' mind. This is the start of
the personal belief that whatever arises is who we are.
Every time you let go and relax, you're letting go of that
attachment, and your mind is pure.
Now, getting into these different states of understanding, that's what jhana
means. You go from one jhana to
the next by letting go of the hindrances, whenever they arise.
Now, we've been around long, long, long time and we've developed a
lot of bad habits and personality belief that everything that happens to us,
"These are my thoughts, these are my feelings".
So, it takes some while to let go of them and we have a lot of
attachment. Doesn't mean that
you have to let go of every attachment, that every one that arises you treat
in the same way. You don't have
to go looking for a hindrance, it'll come up all by itself.
So, the whole thing with getting into these states that the Buddha is
talking about for Sāriputta, each one of the jhanas is a different level of
understanding of how mind's attention works.
Goes deeper and deeper, get's incredibly interesting, and gets to be
real fun. Now, when you get
into the first jhana, you might only be there for a short period of time.
And the joy will arise, and the happiness, and the unification of
mind: all of these different things that I'll tell you about from the sutta.
TT: 10:33
There's always a sense of relief when you have let go of a hindrance.
It's like you're carrying around a bucket full of rocks on your
shoulders that you didn't even know was there, but when you let it go all of
a sudden "Hey, Now, I've, Yeah, This is good stuff!".
The reason that you got to experience that relief is because of the
insight that this is an impersonal process to be watched, not to be involved
with, not to be controlled. Ok.
(Repeats: quite secluded from
sensual pleasures, secluded from unwholesome states),
MN:
Sāriputta entered upon and abided in the first jhāna, which is accompanied
by applied and sustained thought, with rapture and pleasure born of
seclusion.
4. "And the states in the first jhāna—the applied thought, the sustained
thought, the rapture, the pleasure, and the unification of mind; the
contact, feeling, perception, volition, and mind;
BV: These are called the Five Aggregates. The Five Aggregates and the Four
Foundations of Mindfulness are exactly the same thing. It's just a different
way of talking about it. Now, generally when you start talking about the
Five Aggregates you say body, feeling, perception, volition, and
consciousness... but here it's contact. The reason that they use the word
contact instead of body here, is because when you go into the deeper jhanas
you will lose feeling in your body, unless there is contact. Now, once you
get into a jhana and you feel like it's time to get up and start walking,
don't let your mind 'ho hum' around at all. Stay with your object of
meditation and you can carry that jhana with you through the walking
meditation, and through working, and through taking a shower, or going to
the toilet, or whatever. This
is why we have the work period.
It is a very, very valuable part of the meditation because then you start
learning that you can carry your meditation with you wherever you go, and
you start noticing unwholesome thoughts when they arise.
What do you do with the unwholesome thought?
Release it, relax, smile.
When you're smiling, what are you doing? Bringing up a wholesome
object, and bringing that wholesome object to your object of meditation.
So, the 6Rs are in what most people call Right Effort, I call it Harmonious
Practice. There's many, many books written about Right Effort. A lot of
times people don't understand, you can't take just one thing and focus on
that to the exclusion of the other things around it. When you're practicing
Right Effort, you're practicing all of the Eightfold Path at that time.
Every time you relax, you're practicing the Eightfold Path at that
time. Every time you smile,
you're practicing the Eightfold Path at that time.
See how it's interconnected.
It's not just take a look at this one thing because you can't just
pull out this one thing and expect it to work.
It's just like your body. Let's pull out an organ and examine that
organ and see how it works. Well, it affects all the other organs too. All
the other organs are interconnected with it.
Eightfold Path is the same way.
The Four Noble Truths are the same way.
Dependent Origination is the same way.
It's all interconnected.
Now, there are times that you can focus on one thing, but you can't focus on
it exclusively, forgetting everything else that you know.
Every time I give you a Dhamma talk I'm giving you the Four Noble Truths,
I'm giving you Dependent Origination, I'm telling you about how the Five
Aggregates work, which means I'm teaching you about the Four Foundations of
Mindfulness. I've been to many,
many Dhamma talks not only by some of the early teachers, but also by very
famous teachers, and they'll take one part of one word and give an entire
discourse on that, and I always walked away with a question in my mind.
It didn't seem like it was relevant to the practice that I was doing.
There was one very famous teacher that I practiced with, and he was
real big on the Four Foundations of Mindfulness, as most people are, and he
took the word satipatthana and gave a whole discourse on 'pa' (pah).
And what does that have to do with my remembering to stay in the
present moment and walking really slowly and watching all of…
It didn't really have much to do with it, but he gave a whole
discourse on it. And
intellectually it was very satisfying, but I didn't really learn much from
it. I mean, I learned
intellectual knowledge, but intellectual knowledge is so slow, and it's so
coarse compared to direct experience that there's no comparison.
So, it was a real interesting experience, but when we're talking
about the contact, feeling, perception, volition and mind, quite often I
change the word volition to thoughts.
And this is part of the volition, don't get me wrong, this is still
volition but this is the part of the clinging where there is the want to
control and the strong identification with those concepts and desires.
So, when I'm saying thoughts and I talk about the Five Aggregates;
you got body, feeling, perception, thoughts, consciousness.
When a feeling arises our natural habit is to try to control the feeling
with the thought, but feelings are one thing and thoughts are something
else. They're separate.
They're not interconnected so much.
So, the more you try to think the feeling, the bigger and more
intense the feeling becomes.
Now, we don't try to think pleasant feeling away, we try to think them so
that they'll stay, but where it really becomes apparent is when there is a
painful feeling that arises.
You start thinking about how you don't like it and how you wish it would
stop. Every thought about the
feeling makes the feeling bigger and more intense.
So, that's part of your observation, that this is an old habitual
tendency that you're doing right there in the present moment, and you need
to let go of that because it just causes more suffering.
So, you let go of the thoughts about it and you relax.
Now you see the feeling for what it is and you see the craving
wrapped around that feeling.
It's a painful feeling and I don't like it.
Any time you try to control a feeling, any time you clamp down around
the feeling, the feeling gets bigger and more intense.
So, what to do? Allow
the feeling to be there. It's
only a feeling. It's not even
your feeling. You didn't ask it
to come up. You didn't ask that
cough to arise and see all of those tight muscles around your neck.
So, you relax, relax those muscles, relax the tightness in your head,
in your mind, around your brain.
Let it be, relax, now come back to your object of meditation.
As you let go of the want to control you start letting go of the
thoughts about the feeling, and you relax into the feeling.
Now, the feeling is not as big and intense as it was, but the feeling
is going to do one of two things; either it's going to go away or it's not.
Either way it's fine. If
it doesn't go away your mind gets to such a state of balance that your
attention doesn't even get pulled to the feeling anymore.
Then you just let it be.
Ok, every time you relax and let go of the craving, you are developing more
and more equanimity, balance of mind.
TT: 21:24
Now, we'll go through this part again.
(Repeats "And the states in the
first jhāna — the applied thought, the sustained thought, the rapture, the
pleasure, and the unification of mind; the contact, feeling, perception,
volition, and mind;)…
MN:
the zeal, decision, energy,
mindfulness, equanimity, and attention— these states were defined by him one
by one as they occurred; known to him those states arose, known they were
present, known they disappeared. He understood thus: 'So indeed, these
states, not having been, come into being; having been, they vanish.'
Regarding those states, he abided unattracted, unrepelled, {independent,
detached, free, dissociated, with a mind rid of barriers}.
<Questions-and-answers with students to words in the sutta>
BV: What does that mean, 'unattracted'?
S: ~
BV: He didn't try to hold onto anything. 'Unrepelled'], he didn't try to
push anything away. 'Independent', what does that mean?
S: ~
BV: Independent means, seeing it as impersonal. 'Detached', what's detached?
S: ~
BV: Detached means seeing it as being an impersonal process. You’re not
attached to the process at all.
You're seeing it the way it truly is. 'Free' what's that mean?
Free from...
S: Suffering.
BV: What's the cause of suffering?
S: Craving.
BV: And free from the belief that this is a personal process.
'Dissociated', what's that mean?
S: ~
BV: That's right, it's seeing it as impersonal.
You're not associating with it as being yours at all. 'with a mind
rid of barriers', how is your mind rid of barriers?
You're staying on your object of meditation.
You don't have any hindrances arise, so there's no barriers to
overcome.
MN:
He understood: 'There is an escape beyond,' and with the cultivation of that
[attainment], he confirmed that there is.
BV: So, after you get through the first jhana you know you still got lots of
work to do, but it's starting to get interesting.
MN:
5. "Again, bhikkhus, with the stilling of applied and sustained thought,
Sāriputta entered and abided in
[26] the second jhāna which has self-confidence and singleness of
mind without applied and sustained thought, with rapture and pleasure born
of concentration.
BV: When you get into the second jhana, making a wish, verbalizing the wish
in your head, causes tension to arise, and it's pretty big.
This is where you let go of that tension, and you let go of the
verbalizing of the wish. This is
noble silence. This is the kind
of noble silence that the Budhha was talking about, not the noble silence
that people that give retreats are talking about, because everybody: "Yeah,
yeah noble silence, we're not talking to anybody but we whisper a lot".
You know what I mean.
(Laughs) If you've gone to any
retreats you know that people at retreats, they pretty much, when somebody
else is around they don't talk, but if they get can somebody by themselves
they'll start talking. And that
happens with everybody on retreat.
So, I don't put a whole lot of restrictions on your talking.
I would like that you talk mostly about Dhamma.
Let the other chitchat go.
Let go of the stories.
Talk about Dhamma. You will
teach each other a huge amount because you go through an experience, and you
know that one of the other people has gone through an experience that you've
heard about that may be similar, and you start talking with them and they
can teach you a lot, and you can teach them a lot by your observation of
that experience. That's what I
learned when I did the two-year retreat in
Burma.
We were teaching each other as much as the Sayadaw was teaching.
So, as long as you're talking about Dhamma, it's no problem.
When you start talking about "Well you remember that last time we
went and did...". Yeah, let
that kind of talk go. Talk
about your direct experience, or if you're having a problem that you don't
really understand what's happening, you can discuss it with each other or
come and talk with me about it.
So, one of the things that happens when you get into the second jhana,
outside of the letting go of the verbalization, is you start to gain a real
confidence in your ability to see the distractions and letting go.
And that's important to start getting confidence that "Yeah, this
feels like it's the right path".
Now, your mind is going to be more still for longer periods of time.
When the joy arises it's going to be stronger and you will actually
feel like you're floating in the air, and in fact it can happen. You can
float. It's only happened with
one student in fifteen-hundred or so, but it can happen.
I've seen it happen.
I've had a lot of students, especially in Asia,
they would say "You know, I got into this state, I felt like I was so light
that I was going to hit the ceiling, so I opened up my eyes", and they were
sitting on the floor. But
that's how light your body feels, and that's how light your mind feels.
It really feels good.
This kind of joy is called uplifting joy, and it only is experienced by
people who practice mental development.
The comfort that you feel in your mind and in your body is quite a
bit more. You feel really
comfortable, very much at ease.
In one of the Commentaries it talks about the difference between the
feeling of joy and the feeling of happiness.
The feeling of joy is like being in the desert without any water, and
in the distance you see an oasis.
Then joy arises. Now,
this joy has excitement in it.
Really feels good, really nice.
But then you go to the oasis and there's a pool of water there, and you jump
in the water and the water is exactly the perfect temperature, and your body
goes "Oh!" and your mind goes "Oh, that's right!"
That's happiness, very comfortable, without the excitement in it.
Now, every time joy arises, right after that joy arises there is
always tranquility that arises, right after that.
And after the tranquility, then that comfortable feeling comes over
your body and your mind.
TT: 30:02
Yeah?
ST: ~
BV: You're not noticing is what it boils down to.
S: ~
BV: Well, that's what we would call preliminary joy.
It's starting to come on, but it will come on stronger, as your mind
settles down. As you let go of
the hindrance and relax into that, the joy will get stronger, and it will
last for longer. Now, joy can
sometimes last for fifteen or twenty minutes, but that doesn't mean you keep
your attention on it. It means
that you treat it just like any other feeling that arises, and allow it to
be and relax and come back. But
this is a wholesome state. It's
not a distracted state. It's
only distracted when you start liking it and start grabbing onto it.
Then that's an unwholesome state.
MN:
6. "And the states in the second jhāna—the self-confidence, the rapture, the
pleasure, and the unification of mind; the contact, feeling, perception,
volition, and mind; {the zeal, decision, energy,}
BV: Five Aggregates are still there.
The enthusiasm, as you start experiencing this more and more, you
start getting enthusiastic about your practice because you really do feel
like you're starting to get it, and you start feeling more and more
confident in your ability to recognize these things and let go, even though
you're not in deep states yet.
‘The decision’, The decision is what do you keep your attention on, and what
is that? Go home, stay in your
home base. The energy, now
energy is an amazing thing because if you don't have balanced energy, if you
put a little bit too much in, you're going to get restless.
If you don't put enough in, you're going to get dull, and that turns
into sleepiness in these lower stages.
So, all the way through all of these levels of understanding you
still need to learn how to adjust the amount of energy that you're putting
in, and you don't put the same amount of energy in every time because it's
always changing, it's always different.
So, you need to learn how to little by little put a little bit more
in if you're starting to dull out, put a little bit less in if
you're starting to get anxious and
restless.
Now, one of the definitions of sloth and torpor is called contraction of
mind, and when sloth and torpor happens, your mind just kind of closes in on
itself and you start to get dreamy, and then you get full-on day dreams, and
as you go then you start "Why is that happening?"
You're not using enough energy to stay on your object of meditation.
Now, one of the problems with sloth and torpor is you don't notice
that it's a painful feeling.
It's kind of pleasurable, and you take it that way.
So, you start indulging in it a little bit.
It's old habit, that's all it is.
Now, when you get sloth and torpor and you sat at least thirty
minutes then I would suggest getting up, going to your walking space, walk
in a straight line, go to the end of your walking space, don't turn around,
walk backwards, while you're staying on your object of meditation.
And you get to the end of that walk then walk forwards and then walk
backwards. When you do this it
picks up your energy so that your next sitting, you'll have more balanced
energy. That's one of the
easiest ways of doing the sitting meditation, with the sloth and torpor.
Another thing you do, if you're really caught by sloth and torpor, is
you sit with your back a little bit straighter than normal.
Normally it's like this (gesture).
Straighten it up a little bit more so it almost causes tightness in
your back, but it doesn't. But
it's close to it, you notice it.
And when your back starts doing this (gesture) you'll be able to see
that more easily and you can let go right then instead of getting all the
way into the dreamy states and all this other stuff.
Ok, so there's two things that you can do for sloth and torpor.
Ok, now you have:
MN:
mindfulness, equanimity, and attention—these states were defined by him one
by one as they occurred;
BV: So, all of these different states, you can be able to see all of these
different things. They all look
different, they all act different.
At first you won't be able to see it very clearly.
It'll look like one thing just kind of goes into the other, kind of
goes into the other, and you don't really recognize it very well, but as you
start to get more skilled at observing then you'll start distinguishing how
these different things do arise and pass away.
MN:
known to him those states arose, known they were present, known they
disappeared. He understood thus:...and with the cultivation of that
[attainment], he confirmed that there is.
BV: So, you know even when you get into the second jhana, you want to keep
going, you still got more that you need to do.
MN:
7. "Again, bhikkhus, with the fading away as well of rapture, Sāriputta
abided in equanimity, and mindful and fully aware, still feeling pleasure
with the body, he entered upon and abided in the third jhāna, on account of
which noble ones announce
BV: What was it you told me the other day?
MN:
‘He has a pleasant abiding who has
equanimity and is mindful.’
UJ: ~
BV: Yeah, yeah, ok, I should write that.
You got a pencil?
S: What was the last of that?
BV: Abiding pleasure.
All of the jhanas are called pleasant abidings here and now, because your
mind is very pure. You don't
have any hindrances, you don't have any craving, at that time.
Oh, by the way, the person that I was writing the e-mail to that thought
they were an arahat? They just
crashed and burned, found out that they still have all of these attachments
that are coming up at them and he apologized for thinking that he was a lot
more advanced than he actually was. (Laughs)
It's really amazing how mind can grab onto an idea and you swear up and down
that "This is it! This is it!"
and then the pride becomes so strong that anything that anybody else says,
and it's an obvious mistake that they're making, then they say "Well, that's
just a traditional belief".
That doesn't have anything to do with the actual practice.
"No friend, it is the practice, this is how it works".
Now, when you get to the third jhana, the joy is way too coarse a feeling,
and it won't come up. And it's
always kind of comical for me because the joy has been coming up a lot for
people. And now it doesn't come
up at all, and they've come and they start complaining "I don't have any
joy". "Well you're supposed to
have joy all the time"? "But
you don't understand, I'm sitting and I don't have any joy".
And I say "Yeah, ok".
She laughs every time because she was one of the people that did that.
And I say "Well, do you feel really strong balance in your mind"?
"Well yeah, I feel really strong balance".
"Do you really feel comfortable in your body"?
"Oh yeah, it feels just great, but I don't have any joy".
"Oh, it's good.
Continue, Everything's fine."
Because I don't talk about what jhana you're in it doesn't matter.
These descriptions are more for the teacher than they are for the
student. Because students are
continually thinking that they're a lot better than they really are.
So, to tell somebody, "Well, you're only experiencing this jhana", I
can wind up with a fight on my hands.
"No, no, I'm much deeper than that.
I really know this stuff".
"Yeah, right". So, I
don't talk about it.
TT: 40:27
As you start losing tension in your mind, you start losing feeling in your
body, and you'll be sitting and all of a sudden your hands disappear, your
shoulder disappears, your leg disappears, and this is good.
As you go deeper into the third jhana you will start becoming more
and more relaxed and you start understanding very much more about how this
whole process works, and you start seeing the individual pieces of Dependent
Origination, not as a concept but as a reality. You might not see them all
in a row every time, but you'll catch glimpses of it more and more, how they
actually work. And this takes it out of the realm of concept and puts it
into the realm of direct experience, and it's always nice to see that
happening. Ok.
MN:
8. "And the states in the third jhāna—the equanimity, the pleasure, the
mindfulness, the full awareness, and the unification of mind;
BV: Now, this is one of the stages that you can tell that whether a person
is practicing one-pointed concentration or they're practicing tranquility.
This is one of the reasons that I'd like to have a motorcycle; come
up right beside them and go vroom, vroom "Did you hear that"?
If they heard it, they're not practicing one-pointed concentration
because when people practice one-pointed concentration they're mind becomes
so involved in the sign of that, which is basically a white light, that they
lose all feeling in their body.
Now, this is real interesting because:
(Repeats:
8. "And the states in the third jhāna—the equanimity, the pleasure,
the mindfulness, the full awareness, and the unification of mind;)
MN:
the contact, feeling, perception,
volition, and mind;
BV: You have contact here, you have body still, even though you don't feel
it because it's starting to disappear.
If I come up and I touch you, you would feel that because there's
contact right there. Ok?
Now, this comes from that letting go of the tension and tightness,
always. Always, it comes from
the relaxing.
MN:
[the zeal, decision, energy, mindfulness, equanimity, and attention] these
states were defined by him one by one as they occurred; known to him those
states arose, known they were present, known they disappeared. He understood
thus:...and with the cultivation of that [attainment], he confirmed that
there is.
BV: So, you know you still got more, but now it's starting to get so
interesting that you're starting to sit for longer and longer periods of
time. And you're sitting for longer periods of time without distractions
coming up. Now, while you're sitting in the jhana your mindfulness is really
sharp. When that starts to fade
a little bit, guess who's coming to dinner?
You have a hindrance coming up, but now you really start to
understand "Ok, we got a hindrance.
Let's work with this one."
And it's not a dread and it's not something that you're trying to
control. It's something that's
helping you to learn how to go deeper in your meditation.
And you're not caught for nearly as long a period of time, and you
stay on your object of meditation for longer periods of time.
So, what happens now is you completely lose all the feeling that you
normally would feel in your body.
The only places you have feeling, if you're sitting you would feel
bottom of your feet, you generally just feel your head, and there's like
nothing else in between.
S: Can you be in that jhāna
at work, walking?
[Questions-and-answers with student
regarding jhana]
BV: Of course.
S: ~
BV: Of course.
S: Yeah, you, of course
BV: (Laughs) You see, the
meditation is not about sitting.
Meditation is about how your mind's movements occur.
As you calm down, and this is why I was trying to tell you when we
were talking about the first jhana, don't break your sitting and let your
mind 'ho hum'. Stay with your
object of meditation and you can carry that jhana right in with you, all the
way to the realm of nothingness.
Ok.
MN:
9. "Again, bhikkhus, with the abandoning of pleasure and pain, and with the
previous disappearance of joy and grief, Sāriputta entered upon and abided
in the fourth jhāna,
which has neither-pain-nor-pleasure and purity of mindfulness due to
equanimity.
BV: Now, it has no pain nor pleasure.
The happy feeling, the comfortable feeling, disappears and the
feeling of equanimity takes over.
Equanimity is the highest, purest feeling that you have, that you can
experience. And what does that
mean? It means mental balance.
It's really comical to watch people when they're getting into this
and they come into lunch, and all you do is look at them, and go "How's it
going?" "Everything is fine,
peaceful, calm". Their mind is
such a state of balance that nothing would shake them up.
"Oh, your kuti just burned down". "Ok, I need to go to town and get
some more clothes then". (Laughs)
MN:
10. "And the states in the fourth jhāna—the equanimity, the
neither-painful-nor-pleasant feeling, the mental unconcern due to
tranquility,
BV: Now, what happens when you get into the fourth jhana is, you really
don't feel your body at all, unless there is contact.
Now, you've been radiating loving kindness this whole time through
your heart. When you get into
the fourth jhana that disappears.
You don't feel your body anymore.
Now, what you do is you start radiating loving kindness from your
head, and you'll get into a good flow by doing that.
Now, this is where we practice what I call breaking down the barriers.
Actually, I don't call it that, it's called that.
(Sigh, Laughs) And what
you do is you go to another spiritual friend, and as soon as you see them in
your mind's eye smiling and happy, then you let them go and go to another
spiritual friend. You do this
for three or four spiritual friends.
Then you go to your family members or your really close friends, and
with three or four of them, you see them smiling and happy.
You go to the next, and you go to the next, like that.
Then you start radiating
Loving-Kindness towards
neutral persons. Some people
that you see every now and then. You don't really know them. You don't
really know them, you don't care much about them one way or the other.
They're neutral persons.
And when you see them smiling and happy then you go to the next, then the
next, then the next.
TT: 49:20
Then, the enemy. Now,
practicing when you were sending loving kindness to the enemy means that you
will probably lose your mindfulness and start thinking about all of the
reasons why you don't really want to be doing this, and what a turkey that
person is for doing whatever they did.
When you see that that's what your mind is doing then you go back to
the neutral person and you get the Loving-Kindness going very strong, and
then you go back to the enemy.
And you keep going back until you see the enemy smiling and happy, and you
don't feel any animosity towards them anymore.
And you do that with as many enemies as you have.
Then you come to me, and say you've done that.
Then I will change your meditation from a personal kind of
meditation, to an impersonal kind of meditation where you start radiating
towards all beings. And you do
it in the six directions: in front, in back, to the right, to the left,
above, below, and then all the directions at the same time.
And you feel that love towards yourself, and all beings, at the same
time. That gets to be fun, it
really does. And at first
you'll start radiating loving kindness, and you could only feel like you can
fill up half the room with the radiation.
And then as you go deeper then the radiation starts getting bigger,
and then it fills up the whole room, and then it fills up this piece of
property, and then it fills up all of the neighbors around, and then it
fills up the whole county, and then the whole state, and then the whole
country, and then the whole world, and beyond.
This is no boundaries to the loving kindness.
Once you get good at radiating, it will keep going out, and out, and
out. And you'll feel it, you'll
feel that radiation. And it's
good fun. Ok.
MN:
{the purity of mindfulness, and the unification of mind; the contact,
feeling, perception, volition, and mind; the zeal, decision, energy,
mindfulness, equanimity, and attention-these states were defined by him one
by one as they occurred; known to him those states arose, known they were
present, [27] known they disappeared. He understood thus:...and with the
cultivation of that [attainment], he confirmed that there is.}
11. "Again, bhikkhus, with the complete surmounting of perceptions of form,
BV: You don't feel your body.
MN:
[with the disappearance of perceptions of sensory impact,] with
non-attention to perceptions of diversity,
BV: Of change. You don't pay
attention to change anymore, except in your meditation.
MN:
aware that 'space is infinite,' Sāriputta entered upon and abided in the
base of infinite space.
BV: Now, when you get to this stage, the feeling of Loving-Kindness changes.
Don't tell you what it's going to change to, you tell me.
But another thing that happens is you'll start feeling an expansion.
There's no centre point, but in all directions at the same time you
feel this expansion going out, and out, and and it goes on, infinite.
Now, this is the state that we call compassion, and this feeling is
decidedly different from the feeling of Loving-Kindness.
This is the state that the Buddha sat in every morning after he got
up from his taking rest. The
Mahayanas, they call it 'he experienced infinite compassion'.
That's what they say about the Buddha, but actually he was
experiencing infinite space while he was practicing compassion.
So, that's a little bit different.
It takes it more out of the realm of concept and puts into more of
the realm of reality when you're talking like that.
Ok.
MN:
12. "And the states in the base of infinite space—the perception of the base
of infinite space and the unification of mind; the contact, feeling,
perception, volition, and mind; the zeal, decision, energy, mindfulness,
equanimity, and attention—these states were defined by him one by one as
they occurred; known to him those states arose, known they were present,
known they disappeared.
BV: Now, when you get into the arupa jhana of infinite space, you're starting
to see the impermanent nature of everything, and it's up close and personal.
You're really seeing everything changing all the time because that
feeling just keeps expanding out and out.
MN:
{He understood thus:...and with the cultivation of that [attainment], he
confirmed that there is.}
13. "Again, bhikkhus, by completely surmounting the base of infinite space,
aware that 'consciousness is infinite’ Sāriputta entered upon and abided in
the base of infinite consciousness.
BV: Now, what happens is you start seeing at all of the sense doors, the
arising and passing away of each consciousness as it arises.
It's like, with your eyes, it's like looking at a movie that's going
a little bit too slow and you that little blip, a little blank spot.
And this happens at all of the sense doors.
Now there's no doubting at all that everything is impermanent.
You have the idea right now that you're seeing me and you're hearing
me at the same time when in fact it's the seeing consciousness arising and
passing away then the hearing consciousness arising and passing away.
But when you get to this state you see the separateness of all of
that and you see the arising and passing away, and it is like a little blank
spot in between each one of these consciousnessess.
And this is a time that it gets to be rather tiresome seeing all of
the consciousnessess arise and pass away.
This is a form of dukkha isn't it?
And you see very, very plainly that there is no controller.
You don't ask this stuff to arise.
You don't ask to see it in this way, but you are.
You are seeing it in this way.
So, it's a real interesting state.
Now, the feeling of compassion changes again, and it goes from the feeling
of compassion to the feeling of joy, very deep kind of joy.
It's a different kind of joy than you've ever experienced before.
Now, if you come and tell me that you're seeing the individual
consciousnesses then one of the things that I will tell you to do is start
looking at the blank spots in between the consciousnesses.
Now, all of this stuff is happening fast.
(Snap of fingers) That was a hundred thousand consciousnesses arising
and passing away. It's a
hundred thousand processes of Dependent Origination arising and passing
away, and now you're seeing them individually.
As you calm your mind down by letting go and relaxing more and more,
you're able to pick up more and more detail of how things arise on their
own. This is really fun stuff,
but you'd be surprised at the number of people that come and start
complaining about it because it is always happening and it does get
tiresome. But as you start
focusing on those blank spots in between each consciousness, it starts to
last a little bit longer and you start to see more clearly.
And…
MN:
{14. "And the states in the base of infinite consciousness—the perception of
the base of infinite consciousness and the unification of mind; the contact,
feeling, perception, volition, and mind; the zeal, decision, energy,
mindfulness, equanimity, and attention—these states were defined by him one
by one as they occurred; known to him those states arose, known they were
present, known they disappeared. He understood thus:...and with the
cultivation of that [attainment], he confirmed that there is.
[28]}
15. "Again, bhikkhus, by completely surmounting the base of infinite
consciousness, aware that 'there is nothing’ Sāriputta entered upon and
abided in the base of nothingness.
BV: Now, mind is not looking outside of itself any more.
You see factors arising and passing away still because you still have
the Five Aggregates and all of that sort of thing.
This is probably the most interesting state of meditation.
It's not the highest and best, but it's the most interesting state
that you can get into, because before, within each one of these different
levels of your understanding, you've been working with energy and you've
been learning how to adjust little bits at a time.
Now, this is like walking a tightrope that's made out of spider web,
and the slightest little (clench) and you get restless, and the slightest
little lax you get get dull, and at that time you're knocked out of the
jhana. Now you have to work
with the restlessness and work with the sloth and torpor, actually it's
torpor now - it's not sloth anymore, you don't feel sleepy, but you learn to
adjust your energy in how you're looking at your object of meditation
because you still have an object of meditation.
TT: 1:00:01
When you get into the realm of compassion then you are using compassion, a
feeling of compassion, as your object of meditation, and radiating that
feeling out. Now, you're doing
this all from your mind, then in joy.
Now, the feeling of joy changes to equanimity, and this is stronger
equanimity than you've ever felt before.
It's really, really good balance.
Now this is when somebody can walk in and I say "Well, how's it
going?" and "Everything's fine.
Just fine". "Want me to cut
your arm off?" "Oh, that's fine".
(Laughs) Mind is just
really, really, balanced.
Now, when you've been doing your meditation, your mind goes from this
(gesture) to once you get into the arupa jhanas it starts does this
(gesture) it starts vibrating, and as you continue relaxing the vibration
becomes less and less and less.
Now, as you go deeper into your meditation eventually you get to a state of
nothingness. And the states in
the base of nothingness, the perception of the base of nothingness and the
unification of mind - the contact, feeling, perception, volition and mind -
so, you're sitting in the state of nothingness and I come up and I say "I
need to talk with you", you will hear that.
You will have great great balance, but you'll know what I said.
It won't necessarily make your mind wobble.
Now, you can do your walking meditation while you're in this state.
Kind of weird, because you feel the contact on the bottom of your
feet and you don't feel anything in between, nothing.
Really interesting. Ok.
MN:
{16. "And the states in the base of nothingness—the perception of the base
of nothingness and the unification of mind; the contact, feeling,
perception, volition, and mind;} the zeal, decision, energy, mindfulness,
equanimity, and attention—these states were defined by him one by one as
they occurred; known to him those states arose, known they were present,
known they disappeared. He understood thus:...and with the cultivation of
that [attainment], he confirmed that there is.
17. "Again, bhikkhus, by completely surmounting the base of nothingness,
Sāriputta entered upon and abided in the base of
neither-perception-nor-non-perception.
18. "He emerged mindful from that attainment. Having done so, he
contemplated the states that had passed, ceased, and changed, {thus:}
BV: Now, what happened when you were in the realm of infinite space, you
felt your mind going out like this (gesture).
It wasn't your mind, you just had the feeling of expansion.
Now, what happens is mind gets so small that you can't really
perceive whether it's there or not.
Now, this is a state that you would sit in, you would be alert, but
because the perception is so slight, it's not there and it's not-not there.
That, it seems like you're in a state of dreaming, like you're sleeping, but
you're alert. And when you come
out of that, then you start reflecting on the things that happened while you
were in that state. Things that arose, they were there for a little while,
they changed, and then they went away. Now, when you get to this state, you
are practicing your 6Rs and they are so automatic you don't even consider
them anymore. And even in the
state of neither perception nor non-perception there's a little bit of
movement, a little bit of vibration.
As you continue on with your practice, eventually you will get to a
place where it stops.
Everything stops. No more
vibration. No more movement at
all.
MN:
'So indeed, these states, not having been, come into being; having been,
they vanish.' Regarding those states, he abided unattracted, unrepelled,
independent, detached, free, dissociated, with a mind rid of barriers. He
understood: There is an escape [beyond] and with the cultivation of that
[attainment], he confirmed that there is.
BV: So, you still know because there's stuff coming up, but there's more to
do.
MN:
19. "Again, bhikkhus, by completely surmounting the base of
neither-perception-nor-non-perception, Sāriputta entered upon and abided in
the cessation of perception and feeling. And his taints were destroyed by
his seeing with wisdom.
BV: So, what are we saying? He
got to this state: click - there is no perception, there is no feeling.
He'll be in that state for a period of time.
When he comes back out of that state, then he has a clean blackboard
to see how Dependent Origination actually arises, and how it actually
ceases. He has seen and
realised the Four Noble Truths and Dependent Origination.
Then he attained Nibbana.
The only way you can attain Nibbana is through the deep, direct
experience of the Four Noble Truths and Dependent Origination.
MN:
20. "He emerged mindful from that attainment. Having done so, he recalled
the states that had passed, ceased, and changed, thus: 'So indeed, these
states, not having been, come into being; having been, they vanish.'
BV: They're talking about all of the links of Dependent Origination now.
MN:
Regarding those states, he abided unattracted, unrepelled, independent,
detached, free, dissociated, with a mind rid of barriers. He understood:
There is no escape beyond,' and with the cultivation of that [attainment],
he confirmed that there is not.
BV: It's such a big "Oh, wow!" to see Dependent Origination that it makes
your mind go from a conditioned state to an unconditioned state, for a
period of time. How do you talk
about unconditioned state?
Every thing, every idea, every word that we use is part of the condition.
How do you talk about an unconditioned?
I don't know. So, I
don't! (Laughs)
I don't try to figure it out.
I don't try to think about it because it's just beyond comprehension.
MN:
21. "Bhikkhus, rightly speaking, were it to be said of anyone: 'He has
attained mastery and perfection in noble virtue,
BV: How did he attain mastery and perfection in noble virtue?
Because he let go of craving and he let go of ignorance, and that's
as virtuous as you can get.
MN:
[29]
attained mastery and perfection in noble concentration, attained mastery and
perfection in noble wisdom, attained mastery and perfection in noble
deliverance it is of Sāriputta indeed that rightly speaking this should be
said.
22. "Bhikkhus, rightly speaking, were it to be said of anyone: 'He is the
son of the Blessed One, born of his breast, born of his mouth, born of the
Dhamma, created by the Dhamma, an heir in the Dhamma, not an heir in
material things,’ it is of Sāriputta indeed that rightly speaking this
should be said.
23. "Bhikkhus, the matchless Wheel of the Dhamma set rolling by the
Tathāgata is kept rolling rightly by Sāriputta."
That is what the Blessed One said.
The Bhikkhu were satisfied and delighted in the Blessed One's words.
BV: One of these times, I'm going to get a recording of the Hallelujah
Chorus and I'm going to find some way that I can really be sneaky and turn
it on. (Laughs)
So, this gives you more and more an idea of what the practice actually
entails and the importance of being able to see how the process is working.
And as you become more alert and calm then you'll start seeing more
and more, and it gets to be more and more fun.
It's oh so much better doing a practice where you let go of painful
feeling instead of "Go right into the middle of it and try to see it's true
nature". You can do that.
You can have a feeling arise, you can go right in the middle of that
and you can see it's true nature with a mind that's just like a rock.
Not helpful. You don't
really learn anything when you do it that way.
The way you see it is by letting go of the identification with it and
getting equanimity. That's how
you let go of the suffering.
TT: 1:10:25
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28th
February 2008
Text Last edited: 01-Mar-08