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Foundation Series on Buddhist
Tranquil Wisdom Insight Meditation (TWIM)
As taught by
Sister Khema and overseen by Most Venerable “Bhante” Vimalaramsi Maha
Thera
the Gift of Dhamma is Priceless!
Sep 7, 2010,
Dhamma Sukha Meditation Center, Annapolis, MO
Training:
2010-FS-13- What is CLINGING?
Q: You have been
away for awhile.
A: Yes. It’s been a challenging summer Rains Retreat.
New adjustments to having more people helping on the land and the
challenge of finishing the very first new year round large building at
the same time as supporting the summer program.
Q: Oh Good.
A: What about you “Q”? How is it going now with your meditation
practice?
Q: I have been
attempting to keep the practice going, as you recommended, all the time.
I’ve been observing what’s going on in my mind even at work during my
days. It’s getting very
interesting.
A: What’s happening? How long are you staying on your object of
meditation before mind’s attention gets pulled away?
Q: About 4-5
minutes now.
A: Good. What do you do when the attention gets pulled away?
Q: I run the cycle of Right Effort using the 6R’s and the result is more
living in harmony, in my opinion. I can notice the release of tension
now and the lightening of mind with the release /relax steps and I
notice the drop that happens into a deeper level.
My mind
lightens up considerably when I
smile on the return step. Also, I‘m beginning to realize the little
energy jerk you talked about concerning CRAVING just as it begins. But
there is much more happening too.
A: That’s right
“Q”. There’s still more.
Last time we
mentioned CLINGING slightly. I told you that CLINGING comes in right
away following the point where CRAVING hits.
Remember I told you
that the usual way of describing CRAVING
is to say that it always manifests as tension and tightness in
mind and in body? I said that it
is the “I” like it or “I” don’t like it mind first appearing just after
a pleasant or painful
feeling arises. Remember that? Immediately following
this, the link of CLINGING dives into a story in your mind about “WHY”
I LIKE IT or WHY I DON’T
LIKE IT.
Q: How does that
happen?
A: Each time you run a
story in your mind about all the ideas, concepts, opinions, assumptions,
and imagination about “WHY” you like or dislike something. this is
CLINGING in action and when it hits, the tension and tightness
progressively increases.
CLINGING moves us further along the line of human cognition from FEELING
towards our personal reactions revealing themselves in the form of
played out emotional states. Emotions are not FEELINGS.
They arise further down the line
of cognition. They surface like a flower blooming out of a bud. Emotions
arise within a substructure of CRAVING and CLINGING.
Feeling is
impersonal. It is always one of three things: Pleasant, Painful, or
Neutral. Emotions, on the other hand, are descriptive states of mind
like anger, anxiety, sadness, panic, fear, depression, grief and the
like. In order for these states of mind to exist, one must first like of
dislike a feeling and then expand this into ideas, imagination, concepts
and so forth. This is where we get into trouble because we identify with
these stories as they were ourselves. We take them personally.
Q: How can we observe this clinging?
A: Recently a student sent me an example of being bitten by CRAVING and
CLINGING. He witnessed first hand how fast CLINGING can overwhelm a
person. During the event he noticed how CRAVING hit him and how CLINGING
expanded into a very personal matter. Because he was enlightened by some
new training knowledge, he was able to STOP and choose a new response in
this situation that involved Generosity.
By persmission, I am relaying this for you to see now.
Dear Rev. sister Khema,
Resolved early this morning: One of my first acts of renunciation needs
to be giving up "I" as the center of the universe.
Deliberate generosity of spirit in thought, word, and deed is something
new for me. Later this morning I had a big opportunity to use loving
kindness:
As my wife and I were crossing a side street, a car stopped to let us
get to the other side; but the van behind the car was not so generous.
The driver in the van wanted to continue going on the avenue road, but
had been forced to wait for the car to let us pass [walking across the
street].
After we safely reached the curb, the car made the turn into the side
street, and the van could proceed forward; but not before the driver of
the van yelled an obscenity at the top of his lungs. It was no doubt
intended for the car's driver, but I was so shocked that I got angry at
the van's driver. I stopped and looked at the van as it drove away. At
that moment, if it were in my power, I would have punished that person.
I had taken everything personally!
A few minutes later, when I realized what was going on in my mind, and
felt the suffering I had created for myself arising, [the tension and
tightness] I began to send thoughts of loving kindness to the van
driver. I did so for awhile, because the van's driver is also suffering.
Forgetting to take "I" out of the equation is not being mindful and also
dangerous [for my own mental and physical health].
Loving Kindness Meditation is my path. Following the breath may come
later. But opening the heart, based on what you've written, is an
essential first step to opening the mind.
Wishing you a nice weekend, metta, and lots of smiles,
E.K.
Q: WOW! He did uncovered the very nature of altruism here!
What a good lesson, eh?
A: Exactly. This proves that with only a little new knowledge about how
things work, things can begin to change.
This is what I mean when I talk to you about bringing the Buddhist
Teaching home. Taking the practice into life is essential to seeing the
magical changes that can happen. I was very proud about how this
particular student woke up just by applying the first few installments
of this training and acting
through a different perspective.
Q: So CRAVING and CLINGING, if recognized early enough, can be the
difference between the reaction of a lion or a lamb?
A: You bet it can.
This is why our Abbot and teacher persistently points out to us that we
need to understand
Buddhism is about CHANGE.
Sometimes you have to be brave enough to take a deep look into
what the heart of your own particular craving is. The student must dare
to open the gateway into mind and let out all the garbage behind it
that, up until now, has
barred the way to uncovering a pure mind state. Experiencing pure mind
offers us a great space for creative peaceful responses to occur rather
than reactions.
By committing to the practice of meditation to development of our
observation skill we will uncover where pure mind is and how powerful it
can become by following the instructions of the Buddha. It takes
courage, commitment and determination to do this. Although the
instructions are simple, because of old habits, it isn’t always easy to
follow through. It takes patience.
Q: When a painful feeling comes up, it is just “A” FEELING and not “ME”.
It is not MINE. It is not MY SELF. It is just A FEELING. Right?
A: Yes. When the energy of CRAVING hits, personality jumps in with the
“I don’t like it” mind. All progress stops!
Then CLINGING jumps in and
mind runs a story about WHY
you don’t like it. At that point
you are off to the races and you are not meditating anymore. Instead,
you are thinking and analyzing! See?
Q: So to reach the greatest calm, what should be done is running the
6R’s as soon as the tension is noticed. LET GO, run the cycle and keep
it going?
A: Right. Keep the wholesome
attention on the meditation object going.
As you do this, just notice how things are happening. Don’t get
involved, just notice.
Q: But don’t ARISING phenomena have information for you about
enlightenment that you need to investigate?
A: NO. Actually they don’t.
What is most important is seeing “HOW” did this phenomena arise and HOW
did this tension and tightness arise, and, “HOW’ can it be released.
That is the vital question. HOW does this happen? That is what this
Harmonious Practice is training you to realize and mind realizes how all
this works, it will eventually release automatically. You are learning
to replace an unwholesome tendency with a new wholesome tendency that
will eventually set you free.
Q; I heard once that ‘the truth will set you free”.
A: Apparently the Buddha understood this too. Haha. That is very well
aligned “Q”.
The Buddha tried many routes to reach the cessation of Suffering.
On the night of his enlightenment he found a direct route into
Release so that Joy, Tranquility and Happiness could arise after letting
go of all tension and tightness in mind and in body.
During his 45 years of teaching it’s true he did offer over 50 objects
of meditation to various people to use during training.
However all of those objects
were used as balancing points while traveling down the same route to
experience this cessation of suffering through complete understanding of
what suffering is, what the cause of it is, what cessation looks like,
and how to reach a state of cessation of suffering.
In the end, when examined closely, all meditation objects are used to
reach the same goal, that is, the waking up and Liberation of the Mind.
This liberation (vimutti)
occurs because of Knowledge
and Vision ( knowing by seeing) which then develops into Knowledge and
Wisdom ( that is the higher knowledge by seeing and understanding this
Impersonal Process of Dependent Origination, the Four Noble Truths and
the Three Characteristics of ALL Existence in a nutshell along with
their inter-relationship).
Wisdom (panna-
pronounced pan-ya)~n~a) means ‘seeing clearly this impersonal process of
Dependent Origination as it is going on beginning with seeing it happen
during phenomenological events in life.
To be wise means to recognize this process and to thoroughly understand
of the Four Noble Truths as they occur within it too.
Q: When will we be learning all the links that are in this impersonal
process?
A; Ah! Even though you may
not realize it yet “Q”, you have touched on several of the links in this
process already. <grin>
Thus far, you have learned something about 9 of the links of the
Impersonal Process of Dependent Origination. They have sometimes been
presented to you within other contexts outside of D.O. Sneaky, huh?
They are:
1. IGNORANCE (avijja) meaning
here, no knowledge of the FOUR NOBLE TRUTHS, D.O. and the Three
Characteristics of Existence;
2. FORMATIONS which occur
as mental, verbal or bodily formations
(SANKHARA);
3. CONSCIOUSNESS (VINNANA);
4. MENTALITY/MATERIALITY (NAMA-RUPA);
5. SIX SENSE DOORS (SALAYATANA);
6. CONTACT (PHASSA) ;
7. FEELING (VEDANA) ;
8. CRAVING (TANHA) ; AND
9. CLINGING (UPADANA);
( Please note: So far, if I
missed any of these in detail, they will be covered in the prime lesson
on this process later on)
In brief, we have touched on
FORMATIONS as being mental, verbal, or bodily in nature. Each of us
has CONSCIOUSNESS which
allows mental awareness of what is going on in our existence to operate.
For our purposes here,
MENTALITY/MATERIALITY involves the material sense door, the actual
eye for instance, and that sense door’s mental process such as the eye’s
mental process involved in actually seeing a sight. The
SIX SENSE-DOOR BASE includes
the internal doors of the physical Eyes, Ears, Nose, Tongue, and Body,
and the internal sense door is MIND. The external part of the sense
doors means the sights, sounds, odors, tastes, tangibles and the mind
objects realized by the physical doors.
CONTACT arises when
any sense door meets with it’s own sense door’s object, and that sense
door’s consciousness arises; the meeting of these three is that sense
door’s contact. With contact as condition,
FEELING arises and appears
as being impersonally pleasant,
painful or neutral. With feeling as condition,
CRAVING arises, which
manifests as arising tension and tightness in mind and in body and
appears as the “I like it” or “I don’t like it” mind. With craving as
condition, CLINGING arises,
which jumps further into the personal nature of attachment or aversion
and increases the grasping symptom first felt at craving.
Q: how does this play out in life?
A: An example of this would be how a meditator moves into CRAVING and
CLINGING via the EYE sense door.
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The EYE impersonally meets COLOR and FORM and EYE CONSCIOUSNESS arises.
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The meeting of these three is EYE CONTACT.
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With EYE-CONTACT as condition, EYE-CRAVING arises;
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With EYE-CRAVING as condition, CLINGING arises and so forth on down the
line of cognition…
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This happens in the very same way in reference with each of the sense
doors.
(refer to MN-38:19 &20
( We have not covered all of this line of cognition just yet. Sit tight!
<grin> it’s coming up. )
Q: So, CLINGING puts more energy into this line of human cognition, into
personally grasping and the idea of personal attachment and it keeps
this going stronger then just the initial jumpstart with CRAVING, right?
A: Right. CLINGING is an expansion of the initial tension and tightness
first caused by CRAVING.
Q: So where does this go next?
A: It moves on to the HABITUAL TENDENCY link (bhava) which is what we
will look at next. This link
will show us why we really are not as alive as we were when we were
young. It will show us where we get caught up in re-acting instead of
responding. It can be a
trigger source for war on any level too if it not recognized and dealt
with properly
Metta and smiles,
Rev. Sister Khema
Next installment:
2010- FS- Training 14: “What is HABITUAL TENDENCY?”
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